OMG school is starting next week! OMGomgomgomg!

I really don't know what to expect, what to bring, what to prepare, where to go, what to do.

I really don't know anything!


And to be honest, I'm really unsettled by the fact that I am really alone. As in, I don't know who i can find to go to school together, to find lecture halls together, to have lunch together...


Lost.


Oh and my driving test next wednesday is really the least of my worries now. =(

These 2 days are somewhat my most hectic days for a while. In the sense that I did quite alot of walking since a while ago.

Saturday went for a mini class gathering! Was somewhat a birthday celebration for me and yisian, though strictly speaking, it felt like a normal outing la. Haha. Went shopping and dessert before we cam-whored in the carpark. Then i rushed off for steamboat at shorty's place!

And I, being "kei kiang", led Shuhui to a super long walk before reaching her place. Haha. Had dinner and majong before going off. Was quite an enjoyable outing! =) Though i think that shorty was quite troubled by her sudden growth of wisdom. Awww...


Anyway, today I went out with jc and xj to PS to watch Batman: The Dark Knight!

A long, but quite enjoyable show in my opinion. It's somewhat like taking a roller coaster ride. Love the way that the climax kept coming in and in a way, never bore the audience. The show is rather dark and sadistic though, compared to marvel films like spiderman or iron man. But still, a great action packed show to watch!

And a point to note, you must really open your eyes and spot Edison Chen in the film! I totally missed his appearance. Since he only appeared for 3 seconds???


Oh well, after the movie we walked to Cathay for dinner, before going to town to loiter around. Heard alot of funny stories about their Taiwan trip. Haha really hope I have a chance to go there someday. Anybody want to accompany me?? Heh.

Ok timetable is finally out tomorrow! Really don't know what to expect and what to do. Feel so lost. Aaah hopefully everything will be in place when school starts! =)

First of all, a big welcome back to dot xj and jc! =D

Hope u all had fun, including my share. Haha. Will be looking out for photos, stories and my gifts!!!!!!!! =p



Anyway, took notice of this singer recently. And found out that his songs are really good! Yay new songs to be sung in Kbox next time!

卢广仲 - 100种生活

Haha I just received another ear piece today. So that makes 2. I have no idea how I am going to use them. But anyway, big thanks! =D


Just want to mention a little about my simple birthday celebrations.

Friday, went for a small primary school gathering+dinner at holland village. I just want to thank all those who came down, especially Edwin and Weizhe who were so freaking tired after their orientation camps which ended on that day itself. Also to Clarice, Vicky and Shuhui. And Carol for the present. Thanks! =)

Saturday was sort of the main celebration. A full day with the nh peeps. Kbox followed by dinner and then movie. What made me happy was that they really made an effort to follow my birthday theme as much as possible.

And when i announced for the theme to begin, their screams of defiance and helplessness was really priceless.

Hahaha okay I'm sadistic. But still, it's not always that I get to enjoy their individual performances at Kbox. =D

Though it was sort of cut short due to unexpected events. (Some Mr IntheRain event)

Oh well, I still want to thank each and every one of them for making the effort! =D Really really had fun that day. Hope you all did too! Haha.

Sunday was a small outing with the ns peeps. With xx dt and edwin. Great great food at Clark Quay. Thanks for the day as well! =)


Okay that's all I guess. On a side note, Mr dot seems to be quite free in Taiwan. Haha are you all having fun? Please take more pictures and leave a gap for me. Lol!

My birthday wishlist!

Because it is so last minute, I know that there isn't time to buy. So I won't mind late gifts. Better late than never right? Hahaha.

1) A watch!

2) Bag!

3) Guitar! I'm serious! Been wanting that for quite a long time already. And my brother is very eager to learn it too.

4) Some accessories maybe?


And if you all are feeling rich, consider these!

5) A psp. It's a very good companion when you are alone and bored.

6) A keyboard. Not the one we msn with. Haha. A piano keyboard. But it's freaking expensive. I think a good one cost around 1k+.

7) A digital camera. So that i can snap anything i like. Hahaha.

Ok that should be all. Sorry for all the inconveniences i caused and will be causing. Forgive me ok? =D

My birthday wishlist will be out soon! Since all preparations are almost done. =)

Thanks to all who are going to celebrate for me~~ Hahaha.

My very last thanking list. Which contains the most important people of all.

Yep my family & relatives. For all the worries they had. And still are having. Haha. Don't want to be mushy here. But really, grateful. =)



Anyway, went for Shuyi's 21st yesterday. Met up with quite some people that I have not seen for quite a while. But what's funny is that her actual birthday is later than mine. And I still do not have a solid idea of how to celebrate my birthday.

I never knew that celebrating my own birthday could be so stressful. Haha. Things like venue, time, things to do, who to call.... I'm going crazy just thinking about these basic stuffs. And now it's like so last minute. Argh.



Sometimes I wish that I never had this stupid pneumothorax. Then I can go Taiwan. Then I could have taken my driving test and maybe passed. Then I could have been happier and have much more freedom.

When I was in the hospital, late at night, these thoughts will just come rushing out even if I don't want to think about it.

The feeling of being so useless, so angry, and so weak.

And trust me, it's not so easy to tell yourself not to give up and cheer up and all.



Oh well, what's past cannot be changed.



Ok no more sad thoughts! Rah!!

As promised.

To all my pig and dog friends who showed their concern to me in whatever ways,


THANK YOU!





I have to admit, I was quite surprised at the number of people who knew about what happened to me. As in, the speed at which information travels around.

But anyway, since it is ever so boring at the hospital, you cannot imagine how much I love to see people I know turning up in front of me and bringing me "live" entertainment. Haha.



Just want to thank the following!


My JC classmates!
Thanks for the messages, coming down to pay me a visit and buying me so many gifts!
Special thanks to "handsome"(according to my mum) xj for informing the class and organising a S76 gathering at the hospital. Hahaha.

Xiaopei and Isabelle!
Thanks for coming so out of the way to pay me a visit though you 2 live in the other part of Singapore. Especially to pei~er since I know how busy you are. Thanks! =)

Army mates!
Thanks to xx and chinaguy for coming down to pay me a visit. And to dt who wants to rush down even though it's getting late. And maybe to uncle jianhui for a message. Haha.
And also to Nich yu and whoever wanted to come but couldn't because I got discharged already. Oh and I can't go to mambo anymore. =(

Vicky Ng!
Don't think she know about my blog but really want to thank her! For coming down to visit me every single day after she knows that I am hospitalised. And for giving me reassurance every time when I ask her about my condition. Haha it's so good to know someone in medicine eh? =p



And most importantly,

Yes you all. The Nanhua Peeps! You know who you are. =)

There will be no special mention as each and every one of you are special to me. Grateful for all the hospital visits. And also the house visit to see how I am getting along. Sometimes i really wonder if I studied in nanhua sec before. Because I seem to have know you all for so long already. =)



Last but not least, to all that messaged, tagged, and cared, thank youssssssss! =D

I'm being fed like a pig recently. And yet i can't work out. =/

Anyway, sorry to my faithful readers but all my recent posts will be about my hospitalisation encounters and experience and such.

Trust me, I would rather blog about something else. But there isn't much something else in my life right now. I'm somewhat grounded until i get well enough. Which is more or less never if you see it from my parents point of view.

Oh well. Just want to mention about the angels in the hospital. Cause if i don't, i seem to be doing them injustice.

The angels, aka the nurses/missy, are the ones who wakes me up, irritate me with their beeping blood pressure machine, and ask me about embarrassing questions(whether i shitted, want to urine etc etc).

Yes they are evil angels. Haha. But really, 1 thing i must say is their passion/tolerance for their job. It is seriously, seriously not easy. And it is so noble a job that i think they should be put on the altar and worshiped to.


Oh and did i mention that quite a few are young too?


Haha but that's beside the point. Point is, I'm really grateful to them! For whatever help they rendered and for whatever smile they gave. =)



Okay to my super nice, kind, compassionate, caring friends, i guess the next post will be about you all. Hahaha.

Time to blog!

For the benefit of those who did not really know what exactly happened to me, I had an operation and was hospitalised for a total of 8 days.

Yep it's a case of Pneumothorax.

In simple terms, it means that air from my lungs happened to leak out causing my lungs to collapse.

For my case, it is spontaneous pneumothorax. Which means that it happened for no reason, with no medical history and no trauma or impact to me.

In other words, I'm just plain unlucky.



The super sad and unlucky thing is that it happened to me during this super important and events packed month.

Had to miss Zhizhong's birthday party, my driving test and most importantly, my Taiwan trip.

What the heck.

And because of this, I can't join in any of the orientation camps even if i want to. For the time being, as my lungs are still weak, I can't do any intensive activities(which includes running).

Oh and that is not all.


I will have to schedule for another operation as soon as possible. This is to more or less prevent me from having a relapse some time in the future.

Yes after the operation will be a week of "holiday" in the hospital again.

Super sad. But all I wish for now is at least a peaceful and healthy 21st birthday.


Though now there is no plan whatsoever yet. All my initial plans have been ruined. Now I'm really lazy to plan again.

Leave it to fate ba.

I'm back!

And hopefully healthy.

Thanks all once again! =D