I don't know how to describe this feeling.

I just counted my pay for the month of May, and it turns out to be quite a substantial amount.

But the problem is, this very amount is going to be used for my Taiwan trip. ALL of it.

Walao. ALL my pay for April went into paying for the air ticket. ALL my pay for May is going into the expenses and hotel fee.

So in the end, I'm still eating into my base amount in my bank. Which is depleting rapidly.

Work so hard. Earn like never earn. Sian.

And with June tentatively being my only month of work left, and with the roster coming up, I don't think that i will earn anything in the end.

Aiyo I think I need to find myself a freaking rich woman to sell myself to already. Any takers? =(