im hating myself currently.... seriously hating myself....



useless me.. =(



just wanna be der for u.. juz wan u to feel better n at the very least lift ur mood even if it was through a simple sms.. but i juz didnt.. y didnt i..

i suck.

n all i am doing is stand at one side, while knowing dat u r suffering n enduring work, i am watching tv.. wads worse, u took the effort to msg me during ur dinner even if u were in a rush.. n i din see the msg until 9.. just wad the heck am i doing.. i really hate myself..

argh.. disgusted at myself.. =(