hmmm everyting is fine le.. someting happened last nite which i shall not elaborate.. it was totally my fault.. was so shocked n worried n scared dat i... ok nvm.. just so so so so glad dat it is over.. =)

anywayz, in abt an hr time its chinese new year!!!!! hmm so i hope dat u all get lots of ang paos n enjoy urselves in this few days of holidays! yepx haf fun okie?? haha..

xing nian kuai le!!

im hating myself currently.... seriously hating myself....



useless me.. =(



just wanna be der for u.. juz wan u to feel better n at the very least lift ur mood even if it was through a simple sms.. but i juz didnt.. y didnt i..

i suck.

n all i am doing is stand at one side, while knowing dat u r suffering n enduring work, i am watching tv.. wads worse, u took the effort to msg me during ur dinner even if u were in a rush.. n i din see the msg until 9.. just wad the heck am i doing.. i really hate myself..

argh.. disgusted at myself.. =(

One month le..

yepx! special special day for us.. details...... dun elaborate bah.. juz wanna say dat i enjoyed my day totally wif her.. so much so dat i din even wan it to end..

one more sweet memory added to my collection.. =)

to her: thx for dat nice gift u got me.. love it so so so so much la! n im so guilty i din get anyting for u.. will make it up to u during valentine's i hope!!!! n pls... cheer up ok?? this day, the pictures, everyting will be kept inside my heart forever.. =) nxt time we go out we take better n nicer pics wif electric fan bah!! but u hold hor.. =x hehe..

im STILL in a daze.. its almost been 2 hrs after le.. but im still in a daze.. was i dreaming???? better not be.. i know im not..

but i just cant help dazing n tinking!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!




wad a wonderful nite.. =)

ya tink like wad dil said, everyone is juz goin to ignore me.. =( sobx sobx!!!

haha anywayz, nvm abt dat.. hmm feel obliged dat i shld blog abt the event yesterday.. cuz jingchun was juz sososo nice.. haha.. went to wrk yesterday for 4 hrs.. 1-5pm.. den after dat went to haf a mini bday gathering! celebrating jc, max n grace's bday.. yeppx guess where we went?? we went tony roma!!!! the one at suntec! haha had such a wonderfully delicious meal!! i could go on n on to describe the food but i guess i shld juz spare u guys.. haha but just 1 word to describe the food der..

Heavenly

haha n dats not all!! u all may tink i spent a bomb! but in fact, i only spent $15 der! haha me dot sawhoon grace n yisian (so sorry i left out ur name!) all paid $15.. max paid $30 and the rest jingchun settled for us.. the whole meal cost arnd $150.. yeppx! cuz bday mth got 20% off.. originally was arnd $170 bah.. the point is, dinner at tony roma is just simply fantastic n cheap! =)

if u tink dat is all, tink again!! jingchun went further to treat us to dessert.. at haagen daasssssssss!! omgosh.. haha we ordered the fondue dat cost arnd $30.. n we din pay a single cent.. hmm dessert was ok only bah.. its not really worth the money.. oooh n i tink i learnt the real pronounciation for "fondue".. haha.. anywayz..

went the rooftop terrace at esplanade.. finally know how to go le.. =) heh den we went back to marina n bought vodka.. went off soon after dat.. yeppx!

ohoh! fate seems to be playing with the 2 of us yesterday too.. just so fated bah i guess.. =p

2ml i dun haf wrk!! lucky lucky.. haha took an off day to go back to sajc.. gg to get my gd progress award! heh.. after dat will be shooopping! must buy my new year clothes 2ml le.. yeppx cant wait cant wait!! =) dats all den!

this is wad i promised suyun to do.. haha..

*** Rules of the game: Post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this . You have to post a note on their BLOG. ***

Random fact 1:
erm i like to sing to myself sometimes.. when im pretty bored.. its dat wierd?? i dunno leh.. haha..

Random fact 2:
ooh do u all noe i bite my teeth at nite? erm dunno how to say la.. chinese is call "mo ya".. yepx though i dun tink it is loud.. haha..

Random fact 3:
i like to close my door when i slp.. even though the aircon is not on.. hmm sense of security? or juz wanna keep the noise out? dunno.. haha..

Random fact 4:
i eat quite alot.. but i juz cant get fat.. or add weight.. so wierd rite??? haha maybe its cuz of me not eating much tidbits?? hmmmx....

Random fact 5:
sometimes when i dun get enuf slp, i will haf a very obvious double eyelid at only ONE eye.. ya n it looks so super wierd dat i will complain abt it time n again to pple who are unfortunate to be arnd me dat day.. haha!

and now for the 5 pple..

Sharon, Dilys, Xiangjing, Soonhui, Meiling

yepx got time den do la.. quite entertaining really.. haha.. =)

i am seriously not in the right mood now.. alot of reasons.. just super frustrated.. stupid crappy feeling..

i hate my job. seriously. its driving me nuts!!! even though its simple, so simple dat an idiot will be able to do, i still hate it.. hate wad i am supposed to do everyday, hate facing the same old shelves n pple everyday, hate the stupid disgusting timing of 1-10pm dat seriously takes away all my chances to meet up wif my frens.. im really really considering of quitting my job once my contract of 4 wks is up.. argh... n 2day i juz heard another thing which almost made me puke n cry out in anger n frustration.. im actually supposed to work on saturdays as well!!! every fortnight!! wth la.. i wun wrk on saturdays no matter wad.. its my off day, my day of rest n my only day of meeting up wif her.. wad can dey do to me? sack me la.. sianzzz...

sorry im seriously not in the right mood.. tink im gonna break down soon.. =(

Happy 2006 pple!!!! haha its a new new start for all of us!! yepx~ hope u all did not haf any regrets in 2005.. if u have, its ok! u still haf the whole of 2006! haha ok i dunno wad im toking abt.. anywayz...

i had the BEST countdown yesterday!! yepx.. went for a movie.. Chronicles of Narnia!!! quite a good show i must say... though i dunno if dey combined all the 7 bks into this 1 movie.. cuz the ending the witch die le!! so fast mehx..

hmm.. anywayz, after dat was preparing for countdown le.. went esplanade!!! heard der will be firewrks.. for certain reasons, even though knowing der was gg to be ALOT of pple, we still went.. haha.. ahem den after gg der, we squeezed our way through the scary number of pple n finally settled on a bridge.. n den the fireworks came..

n it was the
MOST
BEAUTIFUL
Fireworks
i haf EVER seen

hehe.. its like a dream come true for me bah.. really really really happy dat nite.. yepx..


u! yes u! thank you for making dat nite so beautiful for me.. =)


once again.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!