Tuesday, January 02, 2007

omg omg omg! its already 2007 la! so fast! i din even haf the time to reflect on 2006! haven been blogging cuz my internet is lagging now for dunno wad reason. anywayz, juz came back from guard duty so i shall make this a quick one cuz i need slp!

hmm i shall summarise my 2006. its been a learning n growing up year for me ba.. due to the fact of being in army.. enlisted in march n went through so much till now le.. from BMT to 4SIR to Mandai Hill Camp n finally now to Keat Hong Camp.. i seemed to be kicked arnd like a ball.. but thanks to this, i can say dat i've seen n known various kind of pple n gained invaluable experience! haha i can be a story teller sometime if u r interested in army stuffs.

other dan dat, lots of things haf changed since sch life ended.. outings with classmates, sch mates, close frens, ns mates, imf pple etc haf to be juggled cuz we only haf dat little time on our hands.. its ever so hard to fix a time where all or most are available.. so sometimes, the feeling of loneliness sets in. but still, its quality dat matters, not quantity. as long as we go out n haf fun n enjoy ourselves, it sort of gives us an encouragement or destress us so dat we can carry on our tough road ahead, whether be it in army or in sch.

i've got some frens who are having the feeling dat, frens comes n goes n der is not really a thing as best frens. in fact, i've been having this feeling since i dunno how long ago. wad i feel is, the term best frens may be too perfect. maybe i wish him/her to be der when i need a listening ear, to know how i feel without me saying anyting, to juz drop by n surprise me on my way home, to nvr forget my bday n celebrate it in the most creative way ever, to make me feel at ease n smile whenever im with him/her. maybe dats wad i wish but i dun tink its ever possible. sometimes friends neglect or take things for granted. this we cannot prevent as it is part of human nature. n the fact dat ur frens haf other frens makes things more complicated.

so here comes my new year resolution.
to have a peaceful time in army by hehaving myself? haha!
to try to organise more outings
to hold on to those close to me
to enjoy myself more n haf more fun in this new year!!


yep dat shld be it. oh n i wanna say 1 thing! i LOVE the new year la! yesterday, 1/1/07 while i was doing guard duty, i saw a huge rainbow across the sky which was sooooo beautiful! n wads more, i had not 1 but 2 sweet dreams while resting in between my duty! =) love it~ wad a start to new year! n i was complaining abt doing duty on the first day of new yr. heh k time to slp!

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