argh im so angry! guard duty got pushed forward to this friday which means i haf to cancel my leave again! n saturday i still haf to be in camp for some event.. which means i can only book out on sat afternoon n i'll be damn tired by den.. juz hope dat i still haf energy to go out.. boos.

n who wanna bet wif me dat nxt friday i will oso get called to do guard duty? i juz haf this feeling.. no matter. i'll take leave for nxt friday n this time i'll not budge!

ok im done complaining. back to camp later.. luckily im not alone 2nite! its so darn scary to be slping in a 12 men bunk alone at nite.. =x

dot bot this choc for me from australia! this is the front cover.. nice right!?? yummy-licious! though i haven tasted it. 

the back cover of the choc!  

click on the picture to view the enlarged version and look at the bottom right hand corner! creative right? =) 

dot was so nice to give me a chocolate dat he bought from australia! wanted to take a picture of it but i juz cant seem to find my digital cam anywhere! hmm nxt time den i post ba.. hope it doesnt get eaten up before dat! haha!

outing 2day wif xj dot n jc.. hmm went kbox n finally finally heard dot sang.. haha xj noes more songs now! surprisingly.. heh after dat was casino royale.. not my cup of tea though.. hmm shopped for jc's psp n my mp3 player.. n i found out der really isnt much of a creative sale! the sales item are all temporary out of stock.. dunno how long before they refill.. hmm but those models are not wad i wan!! hmmph.

anywayz, booking in in 30min time! sian.. so tired to go out n back to camp.. but no choice la.. haha dun wanna do sneaky things again! =p glad dat i bought myself a book not long ago to entertain me in camp! "My Sister's Keeper" by Jodi Picoult.. was introduced by my sis meiling.. read the first 2 chapters.. interesting! =))

k la time to prepare my stuffs!

haha ya i noe this pic is quite long ago le.. but i juz redownloaded the hello programme so this shall be the first picture i post!  

random post!

did some sneaky things this week dat i tink i shall not say.. later get into trouble.. hahaha!

staying in isnt as bad as i tot! surprisingly, i get to slp more! haha though it's oways not enough la.. heh..

dot is back from australia!! welcome back! haha meet up some day! getting a surprise from u?

gg for creative sale 2ml.. shld i buy an mp3 player? mum has been pouring cold water at me when i told her abt it.. spoilt my mood! =(

guard duty on 8th dec which is a friday, some event in camp on 2nd dec which is a saturday.. argh!

took leave on 1st dec, 15th dec, 22 dec for now.. ask me out pls! =) still got 3.5 days leave left.. heh..

nothing much le ba.. hopefully dec got alot of programmes! uni exam is over by den so der is no excuses ok? haha.. take care pple!

gonna stay in starting 2ml! wad awaits...?

see that little grey rectangular bar on the top left corner of my blog?

yes u can press play n listen to the music.. haha! i dunno wad song is this though.. but like quite nice.. anywayz i will try to change the songs often if i can..

time to slp!

yes my nightmare just came true 2day..

i have to stay in my camp! crap! nights out on tuesday n wednesday.. n sunday night booking in.. back to the old lifestyle~ after so long of staying out n being able to obtain just dat little tiny winy bit of freedom, everyting has now changed.. argh..

n to make things worse, this camp is like so near my hse.. only abt 30 mins away! only 2 bus rides! cab fare less than $6 on non-peak hour! so its like so near yet so far... home is so near but i cant go home everyday.. just hoping n praying dat life inside will be good.. at least give me a tv to watch.. i cant miss my superstar!! =(

n yes, duty clerk n guard duty n even cos duty is included.. means i wun be able to enjoy my weekend or public holidays if im suay enough.. dunno when my name will be included inside.. hopefully starting nxt yr!

oh wells, enough of complaining.. haha.. will try to get used to life inside n the pple der.. first impression is dat dey r not so bad.. yep as for food... no comments yet.. only ate lunch at the canteen der 2day.. haven tried the camp food.. eh other dan dat, nothing much le ba..

hmm not much time to go online le.. so forgive me if im losing contact with some of u.. wish me luck! n take care pple! gd luck in exams n work n all!

yay im back! com got some virus so i wasnt able to use it the past few days.. now its ok le! cuz my bro reformatted it.. -_- but better dan nothing la.. haha!

kk where shld i begin.. sat was celebration for hh n clara's bday! yea its been long since i last went out with the nh girls.. at least pui n hh we got go kbox 2gether recently.. hmm anywayz, 2 couples came! xj n his dah, n clara n her dah.. lol envious envious.. hmm dinner at manhatton followed by desserts at swensens.. photo taking n den home sweet home.. eh hope i din spoil the night wif my lousy sense of direction? =x

hmm other dan dat nothing le ba.. posting out on thursday! so dat means 2ml is my last day in camp.. hmm new camp is Keat Hong camp! nearer to my hse la.. so its ok.. posted to 8SAB.. anyone noes anybody from der? heard from hh n pui say dat this camp is stay in de.. even for clerks.. argh damn sian.. shall see how der.. =(

tink dats all le.. watching a show dat my bro borrowed from his frens.. a jap drama series called "1 litre of tears".. damn sad show! anyone heard b4? heh kk la dats all den!

just received posting order 2day.. officially a clerk but not in my current camp.. yep i'll be gg to another camp.. new environment, new pple, new everyting.. kinda expected it but still, the impact is der..

im alone.. again..

yea will get some getting used to.. last day in my current camp is nxt wed..



how things changed..

assumptions.
procrastination.
hesitation.
uncertainty.
doubtful.
ambiguous.
vacillation.
unclear.
dubious.
reluctance.
skepticism.
averseness.


choose 1. n fit it in my heart.



now now, who said my eng cmi? =)

share a quote with u all!

a guy n a girl can be just frens. but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other. maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe..



forever.

let me be emo just for a moment pls..

pretty pls..

ok yesterday was dot's bday celebration! hmm met up wif xj first to buy his prezzie.. den was lunch wif dot amos jc n xj at cartel.. me n xj went mad when we saw someone.. hahaha! anywayz, the normal madness went on as usual.. lol xj went to take the bread when we haven even ordered.. dot say by right must order the soup den can take the bread de.. haha in the end we chiong the bread n hid the basket! den xj still "qiang chi duo li".. the funniest was when dey haven returned our change of $0.65 yet n xj made a big fuss of it! hahaha damn funny la! so kiam. =X

after dat was lanning with dot amos n jc.. den we met chok n max in town.. n i sort of made grace wait abt 1 hr alone.. aaa ok im guilty. sorry grace!!! hmm met up wif sawhoon n yulin b4 amos went off.. den we had dinner at cedele.. eh.. as usual, we were impressed with the desserts der.. haha got 1 dessert is mocha with rum.. n i ate quite alot of it.. tink dats the reason y i got drunk n bot a chocolate truffle for yulin! lol! lots of laughter during the meal.. hope dot enjoyed it! he's flying off soon le.. take care!

k la dats all den..

woo 2 full days of events! haha damn tired now.. but it was fulfilling!

yesterday, went to NTU to crash lecture! haha on organisation behaviour and design(OBD).. eh had a feel of uni lecture style ba.. its waaayy different from jc one.. hmm wonder how i can cope in the future..

anywayz, after dat was shopping wif sawhoon for DOT'S prezzie! lol walk arnd aimlessly cuz dunno wad to buy.. in the end we cannot take it n actually called him to find out wad he wanted! haha n he said nothing/anyting! no help at all lo! so we decided to not buy anyting cuz i haf to rush off somewhere n dun haf time to tink..

night, met up wif pei'er n her grp of dance frens for dinner! was kinda weird at first cuz i dunno dem n i was the only guy arnd.. but later on, it was her frens dat seem weirder! haha! first time in my life dat i seen someone who brings a bus guide wherever she goes! i was utterly shocked.. haha even until now, i still cannot believe it lo.. haha n the conversation dey make is damn funny! i cant remember much but i noe i was luffing nonstop.. haha!

peipei's frens left after dat.. den we walk arnd abit n met up wif hianchuan for his dinner.. after dat was home le.. n i still nvr had a chance to sit in his car yet.. lol.. anywayz, i decided not to call pei'er potato le.. she can speak chinese de lo! without an accent! haha! k wad shld i call her now.. peipei???

anywayz, 2day's event was celebrating dot's bday! shall update 2ml.. haha super tired.. slp time!

been kinda busy in camp this few days.. lots of things to finish n help out due to certain reasons.. so im quite stressed up to be honest.. haha n its damn tiring oso lo.. k la shld stop complaining..

shawn's gg to hongkong 2ml! lucky guy!!! i wanna go abroad too.. dat day was hearing hian n shawn toking abt japan.. say until i wanna go soooo much la! haix.. reality check! i dun haf the money! booooos. shall try to save as much as possible!!

just took a one day leave for dis friday.. i'll see if i can turn up for potato's dance performance.. having some events before dat.. anywayz, it will be damn weird too.. cuz its at Asian Civilisation Musuem! n its for dunno wad woman organisation thingy.. haha!

k la tink dats all.. some random posts.. having some random thoughts dat i shldnt be tinking abt.. time to stone!