enlisting tomorrow.. time really flies eh? ha just a few mths back i was rotting aimlessly around and thinking of NS.. now that it has finally come, i wanna escape it SO much..

SO much that i just cant bear to leave behind.. even for a short 2 wks..

short? i dunno.. i guess its going to be hard.. but i guess we just have to endure bah..

yeppx no choice le.. it's here and we just have to face it.. just hope that everyting will go smoothly and fine in der..

what will happen to me? what will i become? questions questions..

confused.
stressed.
depressed.
sad.
frustrated.
regrets.

so much feelings.. and none of it is optimistic.. and i was telling you that i dun wanna see you cry.. haix come on snap out of it! =(

phew ok i tink i feel better after typing this entry.. yeppx! everyting's going to be just fine.. will come out in one piece, more muscular, more weight, more man and of cuz, botak! heh..

so for all of u out there seeing this entry, take care ok? heh n if u really wanna see me after i cut my hair, ask me out when i book out bah.. lol~ cya!!!