booking in 2day.. lots of feelings.. shant elaborate here..






wad can i do.. =(

boo hey pple im back!! haha for a short 2 days only la.. but u wun noe how much i miss the outside world!! hahaha~ yeppx missed the food... missed the pple... miss the environment.. alot alot! hmm army life aint easy at all.. but still, must endure rite? haha yepp can get through it like everyone else de! =)

hmm tink i got tan a little bit n grow a little stronger.. and and and!!! wad im excited is dat i have gained weight!! 2 wks inside, yesterday i measured my weight n guess wad? i gained 2 kgs!!!! wahahhaa so happy le.. =x yepp my sis said yesterday dat my voice is more man now.. i tink so too!! lol im more man now le! buahahaha~

heh nothing else to say le bah.. juz wanna let u all noe dat im ok n fine n healthy n kicking! ask me out if possible bah k? will be booking in on sunday 7pm.. yeppx take care pple!!

enlisting tomorrow.. time really flies eh? ha just a few mths back i was rotting aimlessly around and thinking of NS.. now that it has finally come, i wanna escape it SO much..

SO much that i just cant bear to leave behind.. even for a short 2 wks..

short? i dunno.. i guess its going to be hard.. but i guess we just have to endure bah..

yeppx no choice le.. it's here and we just have to face it.. just hope that everyting will go smoothly and fine in der..

what will happen to me? what will i become? questions questions..

confused.
stressed.
depressed.
sad.
frustrated.
regrets.

so much feelings.. and none of it is optimistic.. and i was telling you that i dun wanna see you cry.. haix come on snap out of it! =(

phew ok i tink i feel better after typing this entry.. yeppx! everyting's going to be just fine.. will come out in one piece, more muscular, more weight, more man and of cuz, botak! heh..

so for all of u out there seeing this entry, take care ok? heh n if u really wanna see me after i cut my hair, ask me out when i book out bah.. lol~ cya!!!

hmm results are above my expectations.. yep so im quite happy abt it.. budden...

lets just say dat der are always ups n downs.. results are not all dat matters, really.. i just hope dat dos who din do as well to pull urself 2gether.. as meiling mentioned in her blog,

no matter what results you get, always remember that u're worth much more than that piece of paper..

cheer up! ok? =)