hmm saw superstar on tv just now.. haha undoubtly, junyang was SO good dat i cant believe dat it was him singing.. anywayz, derrick shld have gotten a much higher score la! like 38 or 39.. argh.. wadeva..

anywayz, my mood is kinda affected by some incidents this few days.. yea shall not elaborate further bah.. juz dat i've been tinking quite alot recently.. my actions oso seem quite perculiar at some instances.. i dun even noe wad im doing once in a while.. distancing myself away from some.. trying hard to hold on to others.. some events, or incidents, or to be more exact, truths, seem to be just as wad i expected it to be.. but it's just hard to face dem.. dun even noe y.. im not affected by it.. or am i? in any case, im just escaping.. i just dun wish to face it yet.. not at this moment.. guess dat ignorance is indeed a bliss...