holiday

Hmm sch holiday... dunno whether to feel happy or sad abt it.. haix.. everyday stay at home do nothing.. every morning wake up do nothing.. dun feel like studying.. dun feel like revising.. dun feel like doing anyting.. haix.. dunno wads wrong wif me..

3 days have passed le.. and i haven even started revising or doing any of my hmwrk.. sianx leh.. wanna find sumbody to go out wif me study oso dunno who to call.. if call guys we sure will go play instead de.. budden if call gal oso dunno call who appropriate.. haha.. if not very guai.. den oso cannot call a bunch.. argh... juz so frustrating.. i at home sure plus guarantee cannot study or do hmwrk de.. sianx...................

Hmm juz watched friends juz now.. its a seriously nice show lo... so sad dat next wk is the season finale le... gonna REALLY miss it........ in the show juz now, got a sad sad scene where the gal is going off to paris.. den the guy who likes her dun dare to admit his love for her.. he actually dun wan her to go.. but he did not noe his own feelings for her.. he was confused.. until the moment when the gal left for the airport.. den he really decided to chase after her to tell her his real feelings.. it is better to tell her his true feeling dan to juz hide it foreva and regret abt it.. even though the gal might reject him or wad.. but he decided to really go after her.. the ending?? nxt wk the last episode den we noe..

The scene really makes me tink alot lar.. one doesnt noe whom he/she treasure until the moment where the one he/she treasures is going to be gone foreva.. its true in real life too.. so dun regret doing anyting or not doing anyting.. juz dun haf any regrets bah.. TMX told me: "Live life to Live, and Not to Regret..." its the same meaning bah.. dats y this sentence is set as my hp welcome msg so dat i can see it wheneva i on my hp.. so dat i dun regret wadeva i do..

But its easy to juz say dun regret dun regret... do wadeva u like.. its easy to say.. but its actually hard to do.. i oso dunno y.. last time i really regretted over sumting i had not done.. i kept asking myself y.. things might juz turn out different.. but anywayx its over le.. and its an experience bah.. teach me not to regret anymore le..

kk lar.. tink i crap enuf le.. dats all for today!