yay im back from camp! heh when everybody book out on thursday nite, i was still inside! poor me.. had guard duty on friday morning till 2day morning.. 24 hrs!!! sianx! hmm made me missed out on alot alot of things yesterday.. heard alot of fun went on at dil's bday celebration.. argh! haix doesnt matter anymore le.. wad matters most is dat im back! though only for a short 1 day n 2ml nite im booking in, and der's a field camp nxt wk which means i wun be booking out nxt wk... oh wells..

hmm dunno wad to say le la.. army life has changed alot since ptp period ends.. everyting has to be done fast fast fast! no time to slack n rest n all!! guess i can only get used to it bah.. yeppx! heh.. will be gg out later.. cant wait!!!! =)

k la tink i go slp le.. tired.. heh.. take care pple!

heh im out again! wad to say leh... hmm dunno wad to say la.. just tired lo.. haha not enuf slp!!!!!! =p

some things happened inside which i shant elaborate.. just dat i got a few days off without having to train at all.. heh.. so i have no right to complain that im tired.. the rest are worse.. haha..

saw the most most frightening storm i have ever seen in my life yesterday.. i tink among all storms in singapore, tekong one is the scariest.. i mean, can u imagine seeing a lightning streak across the sky 5 times at the same spot? 5 times!! we were like WOAH! scary scary.. not to mention that the lights in tekong is not exactly bright.. and with all the yelling of platoon mates to fall in and everybody running about and slamming doors, its just like doomsday is here.. haha..

k la nothing else le.. my PTP period left only 1 wk le.. fast fast! hope ns is over soon!!! =D

booking in 2day.. lots of feelings.. shant elaborate here..






wad can i do.. =(

boo hey pple im back!! haha for a short 2 days only la.. but u wun noe how much i miss the outside world!! hahaha~ yeppx missed the food... missed the pple... miss the environment.. alot alot! hmm army life aint easy at all.. but still, must endure rite? haha yepp can get through it like everyone else de! =)

hmm tink i got tan a little bit n grow a little stronger.. and and and!!! wad im excited is dat i have gained weight!! 2 wks inside, yesterday i measured my weight n guess wad? i gained 2 kgs!!!! wahahhaa so happy le.. =x yepp my sis said yesterday dat my voice is more man now.. i tink so too!! lol im more man now le! buahahaha~

heh nothing else to say le bah.. juz wanna let u all noe dat im ok n fine n healthy n kicking! ask me out if possible bah k? will be booking in on sunday 7pm.. yeppx take care pple!!

enlisting tomorrow.. time really flies eh? ha just a few mths back i was rotting aimlessly around and thinking of NS.. now that it has finally come, i wanna escape it SO much..

SO much that i just cant bear to leave behind.. even for a short 2 wks..

short? i dunno.. i guess its going to be hard.. but i guess we just have to endure bah..

yeppx no choice le.. it's here and we just have to face it.. just hope that everyting will go smoothly and fine in der..

what will happen to me? what will i become? questions questions..

confused.
stressed.
depressed.
sad.
frustrated.
regrets.

so much feelings.. and none of it is optimistic.. and i was telling you that i dun wanna see you cry.. haix come on snap out of it! =(

phew ok i tink i feel better after typing this entry.. yeppx! everyting's going to be just fine.. will come out in one piece, more muscular, more weight, more man and of cuz, botak! heh..

so for all of u out there seeing this entry, take care ok? heh n if u really wanna see me after i cut my hair, ask me out when i book out bah.. lol~ cya!!!

hmm results are above my expectations.. yep so im quite happy abt it.. budden...

lets just say dat der are always ups n downs.. results are not all dat matters, really.. i just hope dat dos who din do as well to pull urself 2gether.. as meiling mentioned in her blog,

no matter what results you get, always remember that u're worth much more than that piece of paper..

cheer up! ok? =)

i just hope dat this is just a passing storm..



and we will see a beautiful rainbow after the rain..






no more tears pls.. no more..

hmm life is rather boring nowadays.. no more wrk le.. waiting for enlistment n of cuz, the release of A's result.. anywayz, i've been slacking n slacking!! its SOOO boring to be doing nothing at home.. n wad's worse, even if i wanna go out, a large number of pple are wrking! so nobody to go out wif me lo.. and the saddest thing is dat, even if i manage to find someone to go out wif, it oso means im going to spend money.. haix... wad shld i do....

juz a simple update bah.. bought new specs! yepp will see a "new" me after i go collect my specs 2ml.. going to haf a new bag too! =) eh other dan dat nothing else le bah.. juz trying to get myself training but sadly, im juz such a lazy bum! someone pls pull me out for a run or swim or someting!! if not im really so dead after i get in tekong.. =x

xj bday is 2day! ha happy bday bro! eh dun dare say anyting else le.. if not later i hear super high pitch screaming again.. =p hahaha cya on sunday!





can someone pls tell me how do i enjoy my last few wks of freedom.. its just so fast..

regrets regrets

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

heh my very first valentine's day in 18yrs.. yeppx! planned quite some time for dis n had some headache n stress n nitemares.. but its all over n the day has been great! =) its all worth the effort.. really.. heh..

wasnt expecting dinner to be so.. funny la.. din tink abt it at all when i planned to do it.. but ya it turned out to be cute.. haha! at least we enjoyed it hor? ya dats all dat matters.. hehe..

haha anywayz wanna thank 3 person for making dis day possible!!

Jingchun! for accompanying me to shop for valentine's.. haha sorry abt the dumb idea to go suntec to shop.. wasted quite some time n in the end din buy anyting.. haha.. but anywayz, juz wanna thank u la.. kk? heh..

Ziyan!!!!!!!!! say alot of time wanna treat u eat rosti.. den u still turn me down?? haha thx alot for gg out wif me to shop oso ok?? ya luckily got u.. if not i no prezzie le.. haha sorry for wasting our efforts shopping at far east too.. and and, haha thx for ur concern on whether she like the prezzie anot k? =D

n of cuz..
to my girlfriend..
no amt of words can describe how thankful i am to be wif u.. really.. ya u noe im not good wif words.. but i do noe 3 words.. =)






I Love You

yepx its the 4th day le.. and still counting.. wad a breakthrough..

amazing? tink its more of unbearable, torturous or even fatal.. haha!

eh wrk left 2 days only.. yeppx after dat will be trying to train up for ns.. haix im going to become man le! not boy!! haha dunno wad will happen to everyting once im in.. hmm ok nvm dun tok abt dat le..

anywayz, valentine's is coming!! die. lol~ everyting's not prepared.. =x eh shall see wad i can come up wif this last few days bah.. =p

ok la dats all.. taggy is drying up.. n pple dun blog nowadays.. yawnx! hehe.. take care peeps!



oh n dun fall sick ok? =)

hmmm trip to dil's hse was great! though not as high as i intended it to be.. maybe cuz we arrived quite late le bah.. heh sorry.. but anywayz..... yep first time at dil's hse.. waa rather big leh!! love her room la! her bed, her tv, her study desk, still got personal toilet! shiok.. like hotel liddat but with a kinda family warmth.. lol y am i saying abt this thing.. aiya but the sad thing is dat.. erm dun say le.. =x

anywayz, steamboat for dinner! pong n zhe went off early.. we eat n eat n cook n cook.. n i had to wash the things n clear up n all.. dunno y i din say anyting just now when i was asked to do it.. maybe giving xj face bah.. lol! jking.. dey are so busy with everyting so its ok if i help out abit lo.. see? so helpful!!!!! *abish*

hmm gambling was nxt.. i am seriously not going to gamble again le.. at least not when sharon is arnd.. =p lost like crazy.. banker can gif one person 2 As n the other blackjack.. wad the.. ya lost like crazy.. anywayz, pool was nxt! me vs xj.. hmm ya dil's hse got pool table! can play till song oso no need pay money.. haha.. eh den went for some singing in the room den went off le lo.. yeppx..

after dat, hmmm... crazy crazy us.. haha.. wonder why der oways got more stars dan other places.. must be my reasoning on the lighting la! hahaha! kk nvm.. =)

2ml still got wrk!! super sian.. tink i will be so tired la.. haha n we having a class dinner after dat.. yeppx! cant wait to see the army guys.. dot, timo, amos... haven see dem botak yet.. haha.. yepx dats all le.. just wanna thank dil n family so much for the invitation bah.. nxt time must go again! i haven done wad i was suppose to do! lol~ =D

hmmm everyting is fine le.. someting happened last nite which i shall not elaborate.. it was totally my fault.. was so shocked n worried n scared dat i... ok nvm.. just so so so so glad dat it is over.. =)

anywayz, in abt an hr time its chinese new year!!!!! hmm so i hope dat u all get lots of ang paos n enjoy urselves in this few days of holidays! yepx haf fun okie?? haha..

xing nian kuai le!!

im hating myself currently.... seriously hating myself....



useless me.. =(



just wanna be der for u.. juz wan u to feel better n at the very least lift ur mood even if it was through a simple sms.. but i juz didnt.. y didnt i..

i suck.

n all i am doing is stand at one side, while knowing dat u r suffering n enduring work, i am watching tv.. wads worse, u took the effort to msg me during ur dinner even if u were in a rush.. n i din see the msg until 9.. just wad the heck am i doing.. i really hate myself..

argh.. disgusted at myself.. =(

One month le..

yepx! special special day for us.. details...... dun elaborate bah.. juz wanna say dat i enjoyed my day totally wif her.. so much so dat i din even wan it to end..

one more sweet memory added to my collection.. =)

to her: thx for dat nice gift u got me.. love it so so so so much la! n im so guilty i din get anyting for u.. will make it up to u during valentine's i hope!!!! n pls... cheer up ok?? this day, the pictures, everyting will be kept inside my heart forever.. =) nxt time we go out we take better n nicer pics wif electric fan bah!! but u hold hor.. =x hehe..

im STILL in a daze.. its almost been 2 hrs after le.. but im still in a daze.. was i dreaming???? better not be.. i know im not..

but i just cant help dazing n tinking!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!




wad a wonderful nite.. =)

ya tink like wad dil said, everyone is juz goin to ignore me.. =( sobx sobx!!!

haha anywayz, nvm abt dat.. hmm feel obliged dat i shld blog abt the event yesterday.. cuz jingchun was juz sososo nice.. haha.. went to wrk yesterday for 4 hrs.. 1-5pm.. den after dat went to haf a mini bday gathering! celebrating jc, max n grace's bday.. yeppx guess where we went?? we went tony roma!!!! the one at suntec! haha had such a wonderfully delicious meal!! i could go on n on to describe the food but i guess i shld juz spare u guys.. haha but just 1 word to describe the food der..

Heavenly

haha n dats not all!! u all may tink i spent a bomb! but in fact, i only spent $15 der! haha me dot sawhoon grace n yisian (so sorry i left out ur name!) all paid $15.. max paid $30 and the rest jingchun settled for us.. the whole meal cost arnd $150.. yeppx! cuz bday mth got 20% off.. originally was arnd $170 bah.. the point is, dinner at tony roma is just simply fantastic n cheap! =)

if u tink dat is all, tink again!! jingchun went further to treat us to dessert.. at haagen daasssssssss!! omgosh.. haha we ordered the fondue dat cost arnd $30.. n we din pay a single cent.. hmm dessert was ok only bah.. its not really worth the money.. oooh n i tink i learnt the real pronounciation for "fondue".. haha.. anywayz..

went the rooftop terrace at esplanade.. finally know how to go le.. =) heh den we went back to marina n bought vodka.. went off soon after dat.. yeppx!

ohoh! fate seems to be playing with the 2 of us yesterday too.. just so fated bah i guess.. =p

2ml i dun haf wrk!! lucky lucky.. haha took an off day to go back to sajc.. gg to get my gd progress award! heh.. after dat will be shooopping! must buy my new year clothes 2ml le.. yeppx cant wait cant wait!! =) dats all den!

this is wad i promised suyun to do.. haha..

*** Rules of the game: Post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this . You have to post a note on their BLOG. ***

Random fact 1:
erm i like to sing to myself sometimes.. when im pretty bored.. its dat wierd?? i dunno leh.. haha..

Random fact 2:
ooh do u all noe i bite my teeth at nite? erm dunno how to say la.. chinese is call "mo ya".. yepx though i dun tink it is loud.. haha..

Random fact 3:
i like to close my door when i slp.. even though the aircon is not on.. hmm sense of security? or juz wanna keep the noise out? dunno.. haha..

Random fact 4:
i eat quite alot.. but i juz cant get fat.. or add weight.. so wierd rite??? haha maybe its cuz of me not eating much tidbits?? hmmmx....

Random fact 5:
sometimes when i dun get enuf slp, i will haf a very obvious double eyelid at only ONE eye.. ya n it looks so super wierd dat i will complain abt it time n again to pple who are unfortunate to be arnd me dat day.. haha!

and now for the 5 pple..

Sharon, Dilys, Xiangjing, Soonhui, Meiling

yepx got time den do la.. quite entertaining really.. haha.. =)

i am seriously not in the right mood now.. alot of reasons.. just super frustrated.. stupid crappy feeling..

i hate my job. seriously. its driving me nuts!!! even though its simple, so simple dat an idiot will be able to do, i still hate it.. hate wad i am supposed to do everyday, hate facing the same old shelves n pple everyday, hate the stupid disgusting timing of 1-10pm dat seriously takes away all my chances to meet up wif my frens.. im really really considering of quitting my job once my contract of 4 wks is up.. argh... n 2day i juz heard another thing which almost made me puke n cry out in anger n frustration.. im actually supposed to work on saturdays as well!!! every fortnight!! wth la.. i wun wrk on saturdays no matter wad.. its my off day, my day of rest n my only day of meeting up wif her.. wad can dey do to me? sack me la.. sianzzz...

sorry im seriously not in the right mood.. tink im gonna break down soon.. =(

Happy 2006 pple!!!! haha its a new new start for all of us!! yepx~ hope u all did not haf any regrets in 2005.. if u have, its ok! u still haf the whole of 2006! haha ok i dunno wad im toking abt.. anywayz...

i had the BEST countdown yesterday!! yepx.. went for a movie.. Chronicles of Narnia!!! quite a good show i must say... though i dunno if dey combined all the 7 bks into this 1 movie.. cuz the ending the witch die le!! so fast mehx..

hmm.. anywayz, after dat was preparing for countdown le.. went esplanade!!! heard der will be firewrks.. for certain reasons, even though knowing der was gg to be ALOT of pple, we still went.. haha.. ahem den after gg der, we squeezed our way through the scary number of pple n finally settled on a bridge.. n den the fireworks came..

n it was the
MOST
BEAUTIFUL
Fireworks
i haf EVER seen

hehe.. its like a dream come true for me bah.. really really really happy dat nite.. yepx..


u! yes u! thank you for making dat nite so beautiful for me.. =)


once again.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

hello pple! haha im here to blog again!!! weee~~ hmmm where did i left off...

hehe i had the mooooost wonderful christmas ever!!! yepx.. will nvr ever forget it de.. =)

eh went to a mini party at helen's hse on monday.. yepx saw quite aloot of ctss pple dat i haven seen for super long! n oso some of helen's frens from rj n tj i tink.. yepx must really thank helen for organising this party... budden.. the funny thing is, she asked us all to wear very nice.. no tshirts allowed... so i tot it is some kind of dance party, or at least in a air-con environment.. budden!!! in the end we sat at plastic chairs outside n ate catered food n played the "blanket" game... lol pity the gals who wore so nice to juz go der n sweat.. =x haha eh nothing much le bah.. took lotsa pics lo.. too bad i din bring my cam.. =( will get photos soon.. yepx!

hmm tink dats all le bah... now its back to wrk n more wrk.. sianz.. budden at least!! im gg to a chalet 2ml nite~ =) cant wait cant wait!!!