hmmm everyting is fine le.. someting happened last nite which i shall not elaborate.. it was totally my fault.. was so shocked n worried n scared dat i... ok nvm.. just so so so so glad dat it is over.. =)

anywayz, in abt an hr time its chinese new year!!!!! hmm so i hope dat u all get lots of ang paos n enjoy urselves in this few days of holidays! yepx haf fun okie?? haha..

xing nian kuai le!!

im hating myself currently.... seriously hating myself....



useless me.. =(



just wanna be der for u.. juz wan u to feel better n at the very least lift ur mood even if it was through a simple sms.. but i juz didnt.. y didnt i..

i suck.

n all i am doing is stand at one side, while knowing dat u r suffering n enduring work, i am watching tv.. wads worse, u took the effort to msg me during ur dinner even if u were in a rush.. n i din see the msg until 9.. just wad the heck am i doing.. i really hate myself..

argh.. disgusted at myself.. =(

One month le..

yepx! special special day for us.. details...... dun elaborate bah.. juz wanna say dat i enjoyed my day totally wif her.. so much so dat i din even wan it to end..

one more sweet memory added to my collection.. =)

to her: thx for dat nice gift u got me.. love it so so so so much la! n im so guilty i din get anyting for u.. will make it up to u during valentine's i hope!!!! n pls... cheer up ok?? this day, the pictures, everyting will be kept inside my heart forever.. =) nxt time we go out we take better n nicer pics wif electric fan bah!! but u hold hor.. =x hehe..

im STILL in a daze.. its almost been 2 hrs after le.. but im still in a daze.. was i dreaming???? better not be.. i know im not..

but i just cant help dazing n tinking!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!




wad a wonderful nite.. =)

ya tink like wad dil said, everyone is juz goin to ignore me.. =( sobx sobx!!!

haha anywayz, nvm abt dat.. hmm feel obliged dat i shld blog abt the event yesterday.. cuz jingchun was juz sososo nice.. haha.. went to wrk yesterday for 4 hrs.. 1-5pm.. den after dat went to haf a mini bday gathering! celebrating jc, max n grace's bday.. yeppx guess where we went?? we went tony roma!!!! the one at suntec! haha had such a wonderfully delicious meal!! i could go on n on to describe the food but i guess i shld juz spare u guys.. haha but just 1 word to describe the food der..

Heavenly

haha n dats not all!! u all may tink i spent a bomb! but in fact, i only spent $15 der! haha me dot sawhoon grace n yisian (so sorry i left out ur name!) all paid $15.. max paid $30 and the rest jingchun settled for us.. the whole meal cost arnd $150.. yeppx! cuz bday mth got 20% off.. originally was arnd $170 bah.. the point is, dinner at tony roma is just simply fantastic n cheap! =)

if u tink dat is all, tink again!! jingchun went further to treat us to dessert.. at haagen daasssssssss!! omgosh.. haha we ordered the fondue dat cost arnd $30.. n we din pay a single cent.. hmm dessert was ok only bah.. its not really worth the money.. oooh n i tink i learnt the real pronounciation for "fondue".. haha.. anywayz..

went the rooftop terrace at esplanade.. finally know how to go le.. =) heh den we went back to marina n bought vodka.. went off soon after dat.. yeppx!

ohoh! fate seems to be playing with the 2 of us yesterday too.. just so fated bah i guess.. =p

2ml i dun haf wrk!! lucky lucky.. haha took an off day to go back to sajc.. gg to get my gd progress award! heh.. after dat will be shooopping! must buy my new year clothes 2ml le.. yeppx cant wait cant wait!! =) dats all den!

this is wad i promised suyun to do.. haha..

*** Rules of the game: Post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this . You have to post a note on their BLOG. ***

Random fact 1:
erm i like to sing to myself sometimes.. when im pretty bored.. its dat wierd?? i dunno leh.. haha..

Random fact 2:
ooh do u all noe i bite my teeth at nite? erm dunno how to say la.. chinese is call "mo ya".. yepx though i dun tink it is loud.. haha..

Random fact 3:
i like to close my door when i slp.. even though the aircon is not on.. hmm sense of security? or juz wanna keep the noise out? dunno.. haha..

Random fact 4:
i eat quite alot.. but i juz cant get fat.. or add weight.. so wierd rite??? haha maybe its cuz of me not eating much tidbits?? hmmmx....

Random fact 5:
sometimes when i dun get enuf slp, i will haf a very obvious double eyelid at only ONE eye.. ya n it looks so super wierd dat i will complain abt it time n again to pple who are unfortunate to be arnd me dat day.. haha!

and now for the 5 pple..

Sharon, Dilys, Xiangjing, Soonhui, Meiling

yepx got time den do la.. quite entertaining really.. haha.. =)

i am seriously not in the right mood now.. alot of reasons.. just super frustrated.. stupid crappy feeling..

i hate my job. seriously. its driving me nuts!!! even though its simple, so simple dat an idiot will be able to do, i still hate it.. hate wad i am supposed to do everyday, hate facing the same old shelves n pple everyday, hate the stupid disgusting timing of 1-10pm dat seriously takes away all my chances to meet up wif my frens.. im really really considering of quitting my job once my contract of 4 wks is up.. argh... n 2day i juz heard another thing which almost made me puke n cry out in anger n frustration.. im actually supposed to work on saturdays as well!!! every fortnight!! wth la.. i wun wrk on saturdays no matter wad.. its my off day, my day of rest n my only day of meeting up wif her.. wad can dey do to me? sack me la.. sianzzz...

sorry im seriously not in the right mood.. tink im gonna break down soon.. =(

Happy 2006 pple!!!! haha its a new new start for all of us!! yepx~ hope u all did not haf any regrets in 2005.. if u have, its ok! u still haf the whole of 2006! haha ok i dunno wad im toking abt.. anywayz...

i had the BEST countdown yesterday!! yepx.. went for a movie.. Chronicles of Narnia!!! quite a good show i must say... though i dunno if dey combined all the 7 bks into this 1 movie.. cuz the ending the witch die le!! so fast mehx..

hmm.. anywayz, after dat was preparing for countdown le.. went esplanade!!! heard der will be firewrks.. for certain reasons, even though knowing der was gg to be ALOT of pple, we still went.. haha.. ahem den after gg der, we squeezed our way through the scary number of pple n finally settled on a bridge.. n den the fireworks came..

n it was the
MOST
BEAUTIFUL
Fireworks
i haf EVER seen

hehe.. its like a dream come true for me bah.. really really really happy dat nite.. yepx..


u! yes u! thank you for making dat nite so beautiful for me.. =)


once again.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

hello pple! haha im here to blog again!!! weee~~ hmmm where did i left off...

hehe i had the mooooost wonderful christmas ever!!! yepx.. will nvr ever forget it de.. =)

eh went to a mini party at helen's hse on monday.. yepx saw quite aloot of ctss pple dat i haven seen for super long! n oso some of helen's frens from rj n tj i tink.. yepx must really thank helen for organising this party... budden.. the funny thing is, she asked us all to wear very nice.. no tshirts allowed... so i tot it is some kind of dance party, or at least in a air-con environment.. budden!!! in the end we sat at plastic chairs outside n ate catered food n played the "blanket" game... lol pity the gals who wore so nice to juz go der n sweat.. =x haha eh nothing much le bah.. took lotsa pics lo.. too bad i din bring my cam.. =( will get photos soon.. yepx!

hmm tink dats all le bah... now its back to wrk n more wrk.. sianz.. budden at least!! im gg to a chalet 2ml nite~ =) cant wait cant wait!!!

ha christmas eve at sharon's hse dis yr.. yepx a special christmas eve spent bah.. hmm its sort of a mini gathering btwn us all bah.. ate steamboat! haha though i tot its new yr den eat steamboat de.. dunno y changed to xmas le.. anywayz, yea quite a number of pple went... saw xj after dunno how long! since he ignored me! lol ok his hair is much nicer now la.. haha.. he haven change much i guess.. still use his eyes to tok to me.. hahaha! ok so gay le.. anywayz...

went for a countdown at a playgrnd.. haha drank vodka n played sparklers.. n somebody cant drink at all.. n got herself so red in the face.. =) was quite cute to see her liddat bah.. heh.. took lotsa pics! but but i took quite little! sadz... haha nvm nvm.. hmm nthing much after dat lo.. took a stroll back home.. haha..

the nightsky is so so so so nice 2nite.. hope dat it oso means a wonderful nite for me as well 2ml.. =)

kk la.. to all of u!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

merry xmas eve pple! haha i cant wait for xmas to come.. yepx! =)

i miss u! =p

haha pple! i juz got a job 2day!! yay after days n mths n yrs n decades n eons passed, i finally haf a job!! thankew soonhui for ur intro.. =D haha yepx starting wrk 2ml.. at Alexandra hospital as a temporary medical clerk.. lol go one round n still took up a job in a hospital.. hope it goes well!! =X eh i'll be wrking from 1-10pm.. yepx guai guai de timing.. but wadeva! i just need a job!!

hmmm so.... dat means i cant go out le! but nvm bah.. cuz mine is wrking from monday till friday de.. haha happy happy.. so sat n sun still can go out! esp looking forward to christmas~ =) heh.. i haven got prezzies yet though.. die.. no time le!! =x haha but no matter wad, i will get de! dis i promise u~ =p

okie la.. see u all arnd den! hehehe.. im a happy guy nooow~ =D

i had a terrible dream last nite! =(

dreamt dat u were dying.. i was crying so bitterly! even in my dream i can feel dat my heart is tearing apart.. argh hate dis kinda dream.. tink i woke up very shaken 2day too.. n i kept remembering wad u said abt u having a feeling dat u will die early.. stupid feeling! hate it hate it!!! =( feel like seeing u now...

anywayz.. have a job interview later.. wonder wad it is abt.. if i dun get dis job, i haf a backup.. haha a job agency juz called n told me abt a job.. but the pay is a measly $5/hr.. n its some sort of a labourous work.. really dunno whether or not to accept.. see first bah.. yepx.. dats all den~

haha somebody ask me to update n so... here i am! =)

life nowadays... is quite relaxing la... went to find jobs basically.. but till now still no job! hmm greatest shock i got is when the job agency intro me to an admin job... in a hospital!!!! A&E department!!! lol! dat means.. i will be at the front desk der registering those pple who got admitted into the hospital.. dat means.. i can see BLOOD! in case u all din noe.. im afraid of blood.. Yes i am! not to a great extent but i am still afraid la.. imagine.. pple come to u to register their name n u see dem dripping blood!!! n its in the A&E department for goodness sake!!! AAAAAaaaaaaaaa!!! freaking out.. lol! wad if u see their hands dangling, or when dey speak dey vomit blood on u... HAO ER XIN AH!!!! lol~ gg crazy...

hmmm other dan dat, nothing muchie le bah.. went to play bball yesterday wif shuyi n pui.. sianz now i owe dem drinks le.. hmm den went to swim 2day!!! yay its been looooooooong!!! haha got sunburn now le.. very pain.. haha.. hmm wonder if got tan abit anot.. ha! hope got la.. if not wasted.. hehe...

sharon's back! frm hk 2 days ago.. yea.. she came back wif a bang! =p shant elaborate la.. for dos who noe wad happened, i wanna say sorry!! tink i scared u all.. esp... haha aiya over le over le~ but where's my prezzie!!?? sad dun haf.. sobx!

oh ya did i mention? jc got me a mickey mouse! small one la but still very nice! haha n i got myself a lilo n stitch the stitch! the blue monster.. haha yea frm the arcade! at juz $1! im juz plain lucky.. =p haha eh... christmas is coming!! very soon! no programmes yet for me.. haha so u all shld noe wad to do rite?? =D haha k la dats all le~

to dil n xj: pls dun treat me so bad hor! esp xj! btw did u noe i dreamt of u yesterday nite??? wahahaha! so gay.. lol! not only u la dun worry.. alot of other pple too! eh dil.. got nthing to say to u.. =x

sun is setting soon le.. sky is sO beautiful!! 

We take ourselves de! actually all is we take ourselves de la except a few.. =D 

yea! so cool! =X 

poor me! haha~ 

Night scenery of the city.. NICE! =) 

Hmm yesterday went to celebrate sawhoon's bday! hehe went to eat swensens n den we went to mt faber!!! heard dat everynite, mt faber got firewrks show! at 8pm, 10pm n 12am i tink.. haha so we went der in hope to catch it.. but we got der too late! missed the 10pm show.. n got ourselves all sweaty n tired.. haha.. took quite alot of pictures too! frm yulin sawhoon n yisian's cam.. haha quite a day la.. n quite a celebration indeed.. hmm but nvm la.. even without the firewrks, the christmas tree is enuf to make our trip worth the while.. hehe n the scenery der is... not bad.. haha! yepx can see the city buildings from der.. n its like some sort of top view.. quite mountain like.. though ya la its MOUNT faber to begin wif.. haha wadeva! okie so after dat, it was too late.. can only take cab home.. sadz no $ le.. need a joB!!!! =(

2day i went out wif meiling! haha yepx its been a looooooooong time since i last saw her... not to mention went out wif her! hmm but the day was not all dat well for us.. she "lost" her wallet.. dunno whether its at home or wad.. hmm hope n pray dat she find it quick quick! n den her slippers broke! argh wad a day la.. hmm anywayz, we went suntec... haha we were saying dat since we no money, we wld eat BREAD for dinner! lol! so we window shopped for bread.. haha first time in my entire life dat i did dat.. like she said, both of us quite uncle n auntie.. =p but in the end, we settled on mac.. heh..

we talked alot der... abt all kinds of stuffs.. firstly was the birth of our doggy, call Red Tea! haha yea 2day is its bday.. 13th of dec! =x hmm n some quite serious stuffs like bgr, friendship, how guys tink n how gals tink.. haha got to noe quite alot from wad she says.. n we kept debating abt whether it is the guys dat are hard to phantom or the gals.. yea its great toking to her!! tink she's abt the only person whom i can open my heart totally to.. heh..

we went esplanade after dat! yepx enjoyed the sea breeze... erm river breeze i mean.. n we took alot of pics! will post on the blog when i get the pics.. all in all, great weather, great scenery, great pictures... n not to mention, my dearest meiling is beside me!!! lol.. yepx dats abt all.. oh n in case u all are wondering my relationship wif her.... haha she's my one n only, my dearest, my darling!! erm.. so scandalous.. =p haha she's my gan mei mei! meiling!! yepx! =D dats all den~