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2010-06-16T06:07:00.002+08:00

Feeling emo to the max now.

Sitting in my room in Copenhagen, and wondering. Reflecting. Time really does fly doesn't it? It was just 5 months ago that I came here with a heavy heart, not knowing what to expect. Everything was new then, everything was exciting. There were so much to look forward to. So much to expect.

And now, I'm packing my luggage. Taking down things that I slowly put up these past few months. Reminiscing on the days, weeks, months we spent here. It isn't easy to just pack up and go.

Or rather, I really don't want to leave yet.

There is never such a thing as enough, is there?

Had some dreams these past few days. Of me being back in Singapore. And to be honest, I'm dreading it. Dreading to go back to reality, studying like there's no tomorrow, sweating like a dog, and entering the no-day-no-night work life in the Big 4.

It is like a dream to be here. Right here, right now. It feels so.. Surreal. Just like any sweet dreams, you wouldn't want it to end. At least I wouldn't want it to end. Not yet.

Not yet.

But no matter how one tries to fight it, no matter how much I try to procrastinate and pray and hope that time will somehow take a break, it is just a hopeless battle.

I'm officially Emotionally Depressed.

2010-02-03T04:49:00.001+08:00

I've moved for the time being!

www.ler2ler.blogspot.com

2009-12-02T23:22:00.003+08:00

Guess it's time to update!

Exam's over! yay! so what's next?

Other than the constant outings recently, which makes me a VERY poor man now, up next is my internship at OCBC Bank, starting next monday!

Will be working all the way till 31st Jan. And then I will be flying off to Denmark around that period of time too.

Cant wait for my trip to Denmark. But there are SO many things to do before that. Shopping for winter clothings, getting all the nitty gritty administration stuffs done, doing my research etc etc.

How I wish all the troubling stuffs can just go away so that I can just enjoy the trip. =(

Oh well, life is not just that simple I suppose.

2009-11-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

2 more papers to go! WooooO~ =D

Anyway song recommendation!

Lenka - The Show

Happy happy! JIAYOUUU!

2009-11-02T22:32:00.003+08:00

The rain just keeps coming nowadays. Makes it so much nicer to sleep. But it also brings out the emo-ness.

Listening to some of the long lost nice songs that I once liked but somehow got forgotten and replaced with the newer ones. And found out that they are still so nice.

And memorable.

How i miss the old times. The more carefree, fun, and especially memorable time.

Oh wells just some random thoughts.

And here are some nice random old school songs the be reminded of!

Edit: to add on to the emoness, the following 2 videos is intro-ed by tee shirt.

2009-10-31T00:05:00.002+08:00

ok no more emo posts. Haha.

Today sort of marked the end of all my projects and assignments and quizzes and tests. But what lies ahead is none other than... The exams.

Sian.

In any case, I'm still damn happy 2day! And and and Yoga released his new album today!!! DAMN nice songs.

說謊 - 林宥嘉

The lyrics are damn nice! If you go and read it you will find that the song is a lie from the start. Exactly like what the song title shows. =)

2009-10-14T22:34:00.002+08:00

Was talking to my uni clique this afternoon and somehow, all of us were lamenting on the fact that life really sucks nowadays. =(

It's like, we realised that we are gradually losing the drive/motivation to study, for who knows what reasons. Somehow, we are stoning more and more and having the heck care and procrastinating attitude even though we have tons to do and catch up on.

And worse, we found out that we haven't been going out together or with our own groups of friends. Everyone's just busy. Or rather, busy may be an understatement.

And it doesn't help when my results so far has not been up to my expectations.

boo. =(

2009-09-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

Accepted my offer to go Denmark next semester. No turning back now..

Anyway, life sucks nowadays.

I've been going to and fro between school and home non-stop for the past few weeks.

The last time I went out to chill and watch movie and have fun was dated 6th September.

The last time I went out for a sports session was dated somewhere in June.

The last time I had an alcoholic drink was dated... 3000BC

The last time I went out for clubbing session was wayy before the Earth was formed..

I need to destress. I need to go out and find my long lost friends who used to be so close to me. It's quite scary a thought when some are still close to me physically but not so close in another sense.

Happiness. Is it that hard to achieve?

2009-09-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

Oh yay finally my blogger is back to normal. Something's wrong with my computer nowadays.. Facebook and blogger keeps giving me problem. =(

Anyway, just wanna mention that I got accepted for INSTEP, an exchange program in NTU.

Will be going to Denmark, Copenhagen Business School next semester!

Yes the place of origin for the Little Mermaid. Haha.

Will be most likely going from mid Jan till end June. Though everything's not settled yet, but once I accept the placing, I will most likely be going.

*Poof!* Gone from Singapore for 6 months.

Hope that it will be GREAT fun though! =D

2009-09-08T22:48:00.003+08:00

Quite sick of work le. It's like a never ending process day after day, week after week. And I'm still just doing the bare minimum.

Oh well. Guess I can't complain. Studying is still better than working.

Anyway, this is funny!

2009-09-07T19:29:00.002+08:00

Watched Time Traveler's Wife. Rather touching at some parts of the show though it's a waste that they sort of rushed through on the character development parts. Oh well, it's still quite a nice show nonetheless.

Anyway, here's 1 super cute baby!

2009-09-01T22:57:00.005+08:00

I SO wanna watch this movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Time Traveler's Wife - Coming to theaters on 3 Sept 2009!

And this is the song used in the trailer!

Lifehouse - Broken

2009-08-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

Update Update!

School has been HECTIC. And it's only just the 2nd week of school. =(

Anyway, I've recently applied for an exchange program next semester. To Denmark, Copenhagen Business School. IF I'm successful in being chosen for the program, I'll be gone for around.. 5 months+? On one hand, I can't wait to experience life abroad, know more people and just have fun. On the other, 5 months is still quite a long time eh?

Oh well.. Nothing much to update le.

Damien Rice - Blowers' Daughter

2009-08-03T00:42:00.006+08:00

Suddenly feeling nostalgic. Went and looked through the age old photographs posted on Facebook and uncontrollably, I just smiled and laughed at some of them.

Those were the times. Really.

And as I closed the window, I can't help but realize that those were just past memories. Things have changed. And it is just going to change more. And all we can do is put in the effort on our part and simply, adapt.

Move on..

Life just goes on doesn't it?

陈绮贞 - 下個星期去英國

“因为我曾是你，
我曾是你，
无话不说的朋友。

因为我们改变... 太多。”

2009-07-22T21:57:00.005+08:00

This has got to be the most anyhow lyrics but somehow super nice tune I have heard yet.

卢广仲 - Rock'n Roll 的 Style

And this is so CUTE!

S.H.E - 早安晨之美

2009-07-18T23:46:00.001+08:00

When I was young, I used to feel special when it was my birthday. It was a day where I would go around with an imaginary special aura, sort of like having a wind surrounding me as I walked around light-footed and grin ear to ear. Everyone would then come to me and smile and say 'Happy Birthday' and I would smile back and say thanks.

I used to think that it was impossible for anyone to forget their own birthday, since it is THE day where you would expect everyone you know, or almost everyone you know, to remember and send you their best wishes, hoping that your dreams will come true, and you will live happily ever after. It is also THE day where you would receive presents, some of which you have been stretching your neck for, and some of which you would never expect but are happy nonetheless to receive.

After all, this is not only THE day, it is YOUR day.

But as time goes by, as the number of candles on my birthday cake gradually increase, as things change and life isn't as simple as before, I come to realise that some faces come and go. Friends have new friends, new commitments, or even a new life.

But for those faces that stuck, for the ones who remembered, wished and celebrated my birthday, and are still doing so and hopefully will be doing so in the future, I sincerely and honestly appreciate and thank each and every single one of you.

Thank you! =)

2009-07-03T22:30:00.004+08:00

Backkk!

Eh been doing nothing much recently. Staying at home and rottt all the while.

Yep so nothing to update at all. Haha.

Oh well.. In a blink of an eye, or 2, it's already JULY!!!! Which means that there is only a month of holidays left till hectic school starts again!!

Ahhh not ready for school yet. But staying at home and rot isn't any better either.

Aiya really nothing to blog already la. Will blog again when I have the inspiration.

In any case, I've been having a SERIOUS craving for Bakerzin's New York Cheesecake recently.

Yummy!

2009-06-11T23:16:00.003+08:00

Update update!

Have been going out recently. Filling up my days with events before I get stuck at home for a long period.

Yep anyway, from 18th June onwards, I will be rather inactive for a period of time.. Haha please come my house to see me if you want and NOT elsewhere. Okay? =)

Wish me luck!

2009-05-31T23:50:00.002+08:00

我是宅男!!!!!!

Haha been stuck at home for quite a few days already. Went out for a couple of days but it's still too little. But go out will spend, and I'm not earning anything.

Forgive my blabbering. Anyway, songs I like!

Lifehouse - Blind

2009-05-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

Twenty Second May Two Oh Oh Nine

Oh Oh Oh Oh Hours:

Results are out!

And, much to my very own surprise, I did better than last Semester. =)

Happppy and relieved as I thought I did the exams poorly.

But in any case, I will still need to strive on! 2 more years in university. Hopefully I can jiayou jiayou all the wayyy~

Next up, operation! =/

2009-05-03T21:52:00.008+08:00

Part 3,4,5,6 of after exams activities!

Watched the movie, "Taken" with rt, xiaoqin, hanbin and jj!

A very good action packed movie I would say. Though it's a typical hollywood one at best. The main character is just too strong like rambo and the ending is a tad bit Disney-like with a happily-ever-after feel.

Oh well, in any case, the action rocks. Haha.

After the movie was dinner, and arcade(again) but no more para para, and then pubbing/clubbing at the pump room! Though I left early cuz I had activities the next day.

The next day, watched the movie, "Shinjuku Incident" with Yvonne. =)

The start of the movie was a bit boring, though without the start, we would never have appreciated the whole movie. In any case, it's a GOOD movie! Action wise, Taken is much better. But this movie is more realistic in the sense that there was no Superman or Rambo. Everyone is just a normal human being. And gangs in the movie are freaking scary.

And the next day, badminton with yvonne, ruifen, ruixiang and lina/linda/nina(I didn't catch her name).

Super long since i played badminton already. So was rustyyyy and was super lazy to chase after the ball. But still, an enjoyable game nontheless. =)

And the next day, outing with my JDC peeps! FREE Buffet Lunch at Pariss International Buffet Restaurant at Marina. =D

Some pictures!

The JDC committees who turned up that day.

Eric and me!

After lunch, most of the people went off. And since I was bored, I decided to join the twins and hazel-jie for shopping.

WRONG DECISION!

Shopping with 3 girls is dead tiring. Especially when there's no guys around. Especially when they are real shoppers that goes into all the shops and tries on the clothes.

And we shopped from Marina to Raffles to Orchard. What amazing stamina they have. Haha.

Introducing, the twins and Hazel-jie!

Jiejie, Meimei and hazel-jie!

And this is me after the tiring day...

2009-05-02T22:55:00.005+08:00

Part 2 of after exams activities!

Kbox and dinner with my TOP NOTCH IT group! Haha. Though Esther had to miss the Kbox session due to unexpected events. =(

But there's always next time! Yea. Anyway, Lex singing is damn good. Like singer standard. And he sing all the "shi li pai" songs. So for those who know him, DON'T go Kbox with him. Haha!

No la still can go. Go and listen. =p

Some photos!

Lex singing seriously.

Fiona posing like a model!

Esther with her food at Waraku.

The TOP IT Team! =D

2009-04-30T23:04:00.009+08:00

Just wanted to note down some activities I did after my exams finish till now so that I can reflect back someday and still remember them. =)

After last Tuesday's exam finishes, I went home, bathed, and went out for Ben & Jerry's Free Cone Day! My first experience, sadly. Haha. After that was another first experience I would rather forget.

My first time playing the Para-para machine in the arcade! Dragged by Ms Hanbin to play the machine with her and I suck like shit. Lol. Luckily it was not packed at all as the next day was still school day. Phew~

Dinner with the rest of the gang at Holland V's Crystal Jade Steamboat Buffet! Ate until Damn Shiok. Xiao Long Bao just kept coming and the food kept cooking. Here are some pictures!

The Yuan-Yang Guo at Crystal Jade.

JJ and Hanbin!

Me and Bocky!

The shy Xiaoqin!

Anyway we ate till 12am. And then I went home. And went out again at 3AM. Yes went out at 3am in the morning.

3am in the morning in rt's car!

Went back to school to watch a soccer match with them. Haha.

Bocky and xiaoqin reading newspaper during halftime.

This is life after exams. No worries, late nights, big meals, happpppyyyyyy! =)

Lastly, just wanna wish Mong a happy 20th birthday!!! Haha though it's exams now la. But still, enjoyyy ur bday after that! =D

2009-04-22T23:00:00.003+08:00

Exams are Over! =D

This means that it will be a 3 months+ long break coming up!

Which means it's time to rot and think of what to do during this 3 months of break.

Shopping, good food, chilling, playing, catching up and the likes, here i come~ =D

2009-04-12T01:03:00.002+08:00

Exam is in...

2 DAYS!

Oh the horror. Stressed. =(

So much so that I've been having lots and lots of weird dreams recently. Random things from random times of my life.

But what's heartening is that, these dreams brought back those faded memories that I would have forgotten otherwise.

I always wonder, whether we really DO forget.

Or are those memories just locked up somewhere, only waiting for a trigger to bring them all up again.

Aaaah no time to think about these alreadyyy! Rah!!

Time to hit the books! *piak piak*

2009-04-03T00:20:00.001+08:00

My favourite song at the moment. =)

方大同 - Orange Moon

There we sat among the thousand, fools just like us, but not so in love like us.
There we spoke of all our feelings, and dreams were born like that, and we hope for love like that.
Now your dreams have changed and we are far apart. I dont know when or where to start, leading you from my mind. I want to stand with you again. I hope to find you here again. Then the eternal sunshine.

I'll search for the orange moon that lit up all of the ocean while I held your hand. And now watch all the waves from the stone where we gaze to the golden sun. And if I see the horizon, those the same as it did when we stood on the hill. I will make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me. And if you drop me a line, I will sure to make these arrangements.

Lay your hand upon my shoulder, Ill sing a two or three sweet melodies for thee. Softly speak, to say what I need, why do you leave, my heart is at your feet. Well, I like to share three words again, these words with you again if you think its possible. And maybe I can pull you close and whisper in your ear again that I want you in my life forever.

I will search for the orange moon that lit up all on the ocean while I held your hands. And watch all the waves from the stone where we gaze to the golden sun. And if I see the horizon, those the same as it did when we stood on the hill. I will make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me.

You are like the summer rain that cools me, that sooths me. You are the person that I pray for everyday. Maybe well sit on those steps once again, maybe we wont turn out have to pretend, you will be here in my imaginings, fade imaginings.

2009-03-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

Just had an evaluation session with the JDC committees and some of the dance clubs chairperson.

All I can say is, we really did put in alot of effort for this concert to work. Even though there are alot of mistakes made, what we KNOW is that all these mistakes WILL be avoided in JDC'10.

Although I doubt that I will be in the committee. Haha. I wanna go exchangeeeeeeeeee!

So I cannot afford to let my results cui for this sem.

But I'm still lagging behind by loads in terms of tutorials undone and lectures understood.

And exams are like less than a month away. OMGOSH.

Anyway just wanna say thanks to wormy for listening and cheering me up yesterday. =D

2009-03-16T00:16:00.002+08:00

I need to pen this down right now.

To be honest, I'm very disappointed and sad about my concert just now.

When we saw that Salsa was stuck up stage with so many eyes fixed on them, when we saw how the lightings screwed up such that dancers were dancing in the dark, when we were in a mess backstage during the closing part of the concert.

Only those who were at the backstage will know. Most of us almost broke down. Salsa came out and cried. So much effort has been put in, and the end result was crap due to the lighting and sound system.

Wth. Seriously. WTF.

It just doesn't do justice to anyone of us. The dancers who REALLY put in their heart and soul in rehearsing and dancing, doing their tutorial or studying for test during their breaktime. Rehearsing again and again and again in every available spot.

And in the end, they are just not able to show all of it to the audience.

I really wonder what the audience might be thinking. That what we are presenting is a joke? Child's play? That they wasted money for this kind of performance?

But let me tell you, you have no idea on all their efforts put in, all the pain they endured and every single thing they suffered.

Argh! I'm just so ARGH!

2009-03-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

I dunno wad to blog already.

I've been trying to keep my head above the water this past few weeks/mths. I expect alot from myself, but yet I'm delivering very little.

I want to do well, to keep up with school work, but yet I'm lazy.

How how how...?

I really think there's a lazy worm living inside me. =(

In any case, Joint Dance Concert is coming to an end soon! Concert on next Sunday, 15th March is definitely going to be a blast! =D

Can't wait! To see everything. =)

2009-02-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

I've been wanting to blog for quite some while already.

But whenever I'm at the page to type my entry, I found out that I always have loads of stuffs undone.

Projects, Assignments, Reports, CCA things.

So much so that I gave up blogging and try to put up an attempt in getting some things done.

Siannnnn recess week still so busyyy. =(

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY XJ!

2009-02-12T21:50:00.003+08:00

Im scared of next week.

It is literally, in every sense, for me, a HELL WEEK.

I've got:
3 quiz (each on wed, thu, fri)
1 Project Presentation (Thurs)
1 40% Weightage Individual Assignment (Wed)
1 Group Report (Sunday)
1 Yoga Concert (Fri)
1 Dance Rehearsal (Sat)

OMGOSHHHHHHHHHH.

Wish me luck. =(

2009-02-09T00:53:00.003+08:00

Time is really flyinggggggggggg!

I'm almost halfway through this semester already! Freaking fast la! It still seems like school just started.

Anyway, nothing much to blog about. CNY just passed and it is nothing special as always. But this year there are lesser visits. I wonder why.

Up next...

Valentine's Day. =)

Or rather, it's a SAD for me. Singles Awareness Day. Haha yes I'll most prob be spending this Valentine's at home since it's on a Saturday.

Oh well, time to buck up! Haha.

2009-01-31T00:30:00.002+08:00

Domokunnnnnnnnnnnnnn...

I think not even you can cheer me up at this point in time.

I'm quite overwhelmed by the amount of work to be done, the speed at which time flies and the things that are coming up in the next few weeks.

So much so that I'm feeling very stressed and vexed and bored about everything now.

So much so that even though I know that it will eat into my weekends, I just want to procrastinate as much as possible.

Life is sad at this moment in time. =(

I need a bucket. To pour all my complains and worries and sadness into.

I just want to be happy. =(

2009-01-28T00:48:00.003+08:00

Recently, I'm SUPER obsessed with this 1 thing.

Introducing...

DomoKun!!!

This is DAMN DAMN CUTE CAN! =D

2009-01-13T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hmm my blog and taggy has been stagnant for quite a while already.

Nothing much to blog actually. School has started, life has went on, blah blah blah.

There's like nothing out of the ordinary in my life.

EXCEPT

I suddenly realised that I am getting old.

After celebrating pui's 22nd bday and going shopping at far east, it really dawned upon me that I am growing older.

Things around me seemed so, youthful suddenly.

Omgoshhhhhhhhhh.

=(

2009-01-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hey all Happy New Year!!!!

Yep I wanted to make a reflection of 2008 and also resolutions for 2009.

But oh well, I'm too lazy.

Haha. Anyway 2008 is really really really a happening year for me. Lots of things happened in this 1 year alone.

Yep so my simple wish for 2009 is,

1) To be healthy
2) To be happy
3) To be free to do whatever.

Oh and, don't forget about the surprise! =p

2008-12-30T12:58:00.003+08:00

First of all..

I'm really sorry to all my friends!

Because of Joint Dance Concert, I have been so busy that I didn't have any time to plan outings or even go for outings. And also, even when I am at the outings, I will be eagerly selling my eggroll biscuits or the concert tickets.

For these, I am sorry to all of youuu!

But also because of these, I will put in much more effort in JDC too. What's a head without a tail eh? Bear with me, cuz after the concert on March 15th, I will be free like a bird!

No more CCA anymore.

Yep so I shall try my best and do my job well in JDC for now! =)

And my committee rocks. Not only because they are mostly girls, but also because working with them is fun and not that stressful. Haha.

And I totally agree with what my chairperson said:

"After JDC'09, we will have no more friends already."

Haha. But even so, I still need all of your help.

I'm selling Chinese New Year Pandan Egg Rolls for $15 per tin. PLEASE helppppp meeeee!

I'm also selling the actual concert tickets, on the 15th of March, Sunday at Drama Centre, National Library Level 3 .

$18 for 1st floor seats
$15 for 2nd floor seats
$12 for 3rd floor seats

Yep I should be coming out at the end of the concert so you all can prepare eggs to throw at me if you want.

Please support Joint Dance Concert 2009!! =D

2008-12-26T00:56:00.001+08:00

This christmas is full of surprises! =)

When will mine come? Haha.

2008-12-24T14:55:00.002+08:00

Merry Xmas Eve to all! =D

And Merry Xmas to all 2ml!

Haha. That concludes my entry.

2008-12-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

Christmas is coming. In like a week.

But I'm not in a mood to celebrate.

Though it's been a long year, at least for me. Had various experiences in this 1 year alone.

Still, it feels as though something is missing. Which I can't point out what exactly.

Come to think of it, I have not written an emo post for quite a while already. This isn't counted as 1 though. Cuz I don't even have something to emo about.

Or emo-ing about nothing is actually something to emo about.

I just feel sian. =(

2008-12-12T23:17:00.004+08:00

Had a fun filled day yesterday! Cut my hair, caught Bolt and had a class dinner plus birthday celebration for Sawhoon and Timo.

Let's start with the movie, Bolt.

This movie shows all the cuteness of the animals, whether be it the dog, the hamster, the cat or the pigeons. Haha and personally, I love the psychotic and crazy hamster the most. Storyline is a tad bit normal. But character wise Disney did a very good job differentiating each of their individual character/animal's characteristics I think. Haha. Go watch the movie if you have the chance! Though I still prefer Wall-E and Ratatoooeeee la. =)

Next, dinner at Ding Tai Feng with JC peeps! And bday celebration for Sawhoon and Timo! It was a super funny day I should say. Main topics of the day were, Super Barks, Return-My-Chicken-Soup, Small/Big flower and of course the lots and lots of gossips. Didn't really take any photos except for a few which I have not yet put in the com. Till next time then!

Oh and I went exploring and celebrating my bro's bday in the new jurong point today. Hmm. on the whole, Jurong Point became VERY Loooooooooooooooooooong. Which I don't really like. Though there's like freaking alot of food places. BUT!

There's no KBOX.

Either that or they have not build or I did not see(which is not quite possible).

Like what the hell. New JP, new stores, NO KBOX.

RAHHHHHHHHH!

2008-12-10T01:03:00.010+08:00

Went for my Joint Dance Concert FIRST canvassing job on Saturday!!!

It was a painting job for some art studio. 3 small rooms for $350! With only 4 people doing the job. Was quite fun actually, though tiring.

Regretted not taking picturesss. =( Cuz that day all of us seriously looked like some painters. Whole body and hand was full of paint. Haha. A very nice experience I would say! =D

Monday was my long awaited FOODIE OUTING!!!

It's been arnd 6 mths since I saw my foodie gang, veggie and daryl! Went to Astons at Cathay. Food was still nice, though I think the portion seems to have shrunk a little.

Some pictures!

Next was Rochor Beancurd!

And after that, a walk to Esplanade. And we did something damn interesting and meaningful!!

It is called a wishing ball! Haha. We are supposed to write our wishes on the ball and it would be thrown into the river. And we got a whole ball to ourselves. Lol. So we filled the ball with wishes and drawings. =)

More pictures!

Okay that's all!!

*Btw, I think that this post sounds like a kid being taken out to see the zoo for the first time kinda post. Oh wellssxxscxzxcxcxccxxzrxcz.

I'm still a kid at heart! =D

2008-12-05T00:14:00.004+08:00

I was cheated today.

By xj, dot and jc. =(

Went to watch a movie that really quite wasted our money. Should not say what movie that was. Haha. Anyway after that, dinner at Shokudo!

Food was alright in my opinion. Dessert was quite good though. And I love the drink recommended by the uncle there, which is some ice honey pomelo drink.

Anywayy, a song recommendation! Heard this song from the movie, 海角七号. A nice touching song! If I'm not wrong, this song was about 6 years ago? And it was used for this movie. Oh well, enjoy!!

何欣穗 - 给女儿

2008-12-03T21:19:00.004+08:00

Guess I should update! =D

Past few days of holidays were filled with events, like going out and cca and such.

Anyway just a brief update! Ate at The Mushroom Pot for hh's 21st bday on sun!

Food was okayyy in my opinion. There were alot of mushrooms though. So for mushroom lovers it may be worth a try! Err not too sure about the pricing as hh treated the meal. Haha. =p

Next, I watched 海角七号 with my tutorial group mates!

Hmm the movie was quite alright. It was super funny at parts, but some of it were quite boring, not to mention there were some other parts where all of us were super lost. But all in all, it is still quite alright. Oh and the song lyrics are quite touching too!

Nothing else alreadyyy. Haha ask me out pple! =)

2008-11-27T17:27:00.006+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRSZZXZCRZXZCZ!

Wooo like finally. 1 month of exam period for just 4 papers. Really can die. Haha.

But it also made me drew some pictures which dot loved so much that he called me a genius. =D

As promised, I shall post on my blog all the pictures I drew and used as my MSN display picture during this period!

BUT BEFORE THAT, please do note that I'm NOT an artist, and if it looks ugly, so be it. =)

Yep that's all!

2008-11-19T17:11:00.003+08:00

Today I almost flipped and died.

I thought my exam was at 130pm when it was actually at 1pm. And I only noticed it at 12pm. Luckily I noticed it then, cuz if not I'll confirm be late.

Anyway, 1 more paper to go! Which is in 1 week's time. =(

This exam period is so freaking long that it doesn't feel like exam anymore. I'm in the holiday mooood.

Oh well, just wanna thank all the kind souls who went out with me to mugg! Especially Mr Lim Wen Jie whom I always disturb at his hall. So much so that he doesn't even have time to do whatever he wanted to do with whoever he wanted to do with.

Hahaha. And also to shuhui and pongg for the macs mugging sessions! =)

With that said, I'm going to be left alone soon. No more mugging partners since my exam ends the latest among them.. Rahhhh!

I want my holidayyyysssssssss!!!!

2008-11-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

Koped from Shawn's blog! Haha just for laughs.

lessons my mother taught me....

my mother taught me:

1) about ANTICIPATION -
'you wait! just wait till your father comes back!'

2) about RECEIVING -
'you are going to get it when you reach home!'

3) about HEALTHY COMPETITION -
'aunty mary's son scored 100 marks in math! why can't you be like him??'

4) to MEET A CHALLENGE -
'look at me when im talking to you!'

5) about FINANCIAL PLANNING -
'make sure you marry a rich man/woman in furure...'

6) about HISTORY -
'many many years ago, when i was your age,i used to..........'

7) to be HOUSE-PROUD -
' chalet??? stay what chalet?? you got no house issit???'

8) about GENETICS -
' you ar.....you're just like your father.'

9) about WISDOM OF AGE -
' when you get to my age you'll understand.'

10) about JUSTICE -
' one day you'll have kids, and i hope they turn out just like YOU,
then you'll know what its like.....'

and finally..........

11) about POWER -
' i am YOUR mother you better listen to ME!!'

Talking about power.... I think about OB.

Shit exam is in like freaking

6 DAYS TIME!!

2008-11-03T23:47:00.001+08:00

Song recommendation! Let's brighten up our day. =)

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

2008-10-29T21:45:00.003+08:00

Updates!

Things are coming to an end soon! What's left are 3 presentations and that's it!! Until exams that is.

But still, time freaking flies man. So much so that I can't even remember what I did during this few months other than projects and reports. =(

Anyway, had a small gathering with my tutorial group mates at NTU Sakae. So now, introducing some of my tutorial group mates!

2008-10-19T23:44:00.003+08:00

Emo emo... About nothing. Oh well.

Here's a super nice song to recommend!

Olivia Ong - Sometimes When We Touch
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kEoEyHNhXmc

I can't post the video here for some reasons. But trust me, go listen to this song. =)

2008-10-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

ihatestatsihatestatsihatestatsihatestatsihatestats.

RAH!

It's quite scary to see how I have been trying to do stats since afternoon till now. And I have only finished LESS THAN HALF of my tutorial that I should have done 2 WEEKS ago.

Not to mention that I still don't understand a crap shit thing.

I am seriously demoralised. Although this stats greatly resemble something taught in JC, I can't remember shit. I can't do shit. I can't understand shit.

Sorry for the ugly language but I'm really hating myself right now.

It just feels as though the only thing I was good at is now taken away from me. Leaving me with nothing else to tell myself that I may still have a chance to do well.

I feel so stupid. =(

2008-10-13T00:12:00.002+08:00

Lex lim is a traitor.

Haha. Anyway, disgusting week coming up! I'm lagging behind by 2 stats lectures + tutorials and I'm having too many events happening in this week!

2 presentations, 1 report to chiong, 1 elective quiz, CAC member's night, staying over at XJ's hall.

Hahaha. Though the last 2 doesn't really count as disgusting. Or it really depends la. =X

Wish me luck! May this week fly past at light speed!

2008-10-09T23:15:00.005+08:00

I was crazy enough to present something quite nonsensical today. Haha shall not mention here to salvage whatever left of my reputation there is, if any.

Anyway, interestingly, we had a filmed presentation today and I just saw my own video.

2 words to describe this.

UTTERLY DISGUSTING!!!!

I'm serious. Body posture, gesture, the way I speak, eye contact, confidence. My goodness. I never knew I presented somewhat like "he-who-does-not-care-and-anyhow-anyhow"

And if some of you are stretching your neck and looking out for this video, SORRY.

Even if I can download the video, you literally has to step over my dead body to make me post it.

And if I'm dead, you cant access my blog anyway. HAHA.

OK enough of this. Time to sleep! =)

2008-10-06T00:29:00.003+08:00

UPDATES!

First of all, Happy 21st birthday to Sompong!

Went to his birthday party at Double O on friday night. And as the night goes on, he became crazier and drunk-ier. Haha. It was both funny and scary at the same time seeing him in his drunk fit.

Pity there's no video on it. Lol.

Anyway, pictures are up on Facebook! Shall not post any more here.

Oh and I don't really know what happened to me.

Last time, I love to drink and when I do drink, I could drink loads.

Now, when I drink 1 mouthful of alcohol, my body rejected it.

My oh my, what's happening??

2008-09-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

Beaten and down.

Failed really badly. Argh. For now, Im losing all motivation to do anything.

=(

2008-09-29T21:24:00.002+08:00

Taking a break from studying crappish stats. Heard from my tutorial mate that those who took the quiz today failed badly. Super badly.

If I do fail tomorrow, hopefully I shall fail with style.

And then I shall shove the computer into Mr $5 face. Though I doubt it will be his fault.

Oh well. Anyway, recess week was shit too. Other than the 1 time I went out with nh peeps to have fun, it was "stay-at-home" and "go-out-for-meetings" week for me. =(

I found out that I got no life in University. Last time, outings followed by outings followed by partying and the likes.

Now, projects followed by reports followed by tests and whatever else that is to come.

And so, I am utterly convinced now that university life isn't fun.

Oh ya and I almost died yesterday. Like 3/4 of my soul flew out. Seriously. Shall not mention the details here.

I'm so random. Just need to blabber and destress. Lol.

2008-09-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

After waiting for a long time.... I finally got my own guitar!!!!

Introducing...

Thanks to the nanhua peeps for this super belated bday present. Haha love it!! =D

Anyway, having a guitar is 1 thing. Knowing how to play is another. =(

And i doubt i will go for guitar lessons. Oh well, shall try to figure out on my own then.

In any case, i am DAMN slack in this recess week. I really really need to slap myself and get to work soon.

2008-09-16T22:03:00.003+08:00

Next week is our recess week! That means a one week short break to try to piece up everything we learned thus far.

And I guess it will be a busy busy recess week, with reports, projects, CCA and revising. =(

Time really really flies...

7 weeks went past just like that. It's really quite scary. But still, somehow, we survived. Haha.

Oh well, don't really know what else to blog about already. Shall end with a super nice song!

苏打绿 -爱人动物

2008-09-10T22:42:00.003+08:00

Watched Wall-E with dot and jc on sat!

One of the best movie I have seen, at least in the recent months. It has been too long since I last watched a movie with so much colors and vibe, not forgetting the pure innocent love portrayed through the movie.

Love can indeed happen at first sight eh?

Haha. Anyway, 2 presentations tomorrow!!!

Strangely, I'm feeling a little unsettled for the presentations to come. Being professional and speaking about something that really doesn't come from me is quite scary. It just makes me want to read from the script itself. =(

Oh well, hope everything goes okay though.

2008-08-31T21:42:00.005+08:00

Song recommendation!!

萧闳仁 - 王宝钏苦守寒窑十八年

萧闳仁 - 看袂落去

A little more on the second song, the MV is directed by Jay Chou! Haha.

Must listen!!! Very highly recommended! At least by me. =D

2008-08-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since i blogged! Shoo shoo spiders! Haha.

Anyway, just to update those who don't really know what's happening in my life, yes i am still struggling with all the tutorials and projects and such.

But I'm surviving, thankfully. For now at least.

Old Updates first!

For those who don't know, I'm taking French as an elective this semester. Yep!

Je M'appelle Thong ler et je suis etudiant NTU.

Haha anyway, I somehow managed to get myself into a CCA!

After rigorous(and i mean it) interviews, I was told that I managed to get into the main committee of our school's Joint Dance Concert(JDC)!! Woo!~ Super happy.

But with great responsibility, comes great stress.

Hahaha aiya I guess I will get through it somehow.

Ok that's all for now. Back to more work. =(

2008-08-19T00:21:00.004+08:00

I was right about what i blogged on the last entry. =(

Damn stressed up over projects and presentation now.

Just went for 2 project meetings this afternoon. And after the first one, my mind was totally dead when I went for the second one.

So much so that I didn't make a single noise during the whole conversation. Which is super bad. I don't even know what is going on.

And I just chiong-ed finish my stats tutorial. And I still have loads of things on my mind that are bugging me.

Poor brain. Poor me. =(

On a happier note, I bought a new phone!

Although to be exact, my dad bought me a new phone.

Yays! No more anti-theft, ultra durable, antique Nokia phone. But here comes...

LG Secret KF750!
Now I can snap anything I like! Or almost anything. Haha. =p

2008-08-12T21:04:00.003+08:00

That is a duck la. So obvious! And it definitely doesn't look like me.

Anyway, to be honest, I still have not come to terms that I can officially drive a car. Guess I still do not have that confidence even after I passed.

Oh well.. Getting used to schooling bit by bit. But seems that schooling isn't as fun as I thought it would otherwise be.

Last week, troubling about which electives to take.

This week, troubling about which cca to join.

Seems like every week there is something to trouble about eh?

And I guess from next week onwards I will be troubling about projects and stuffs.

Stop hiding! Where's the fun part!? =x

2008-08-06T23:02:00.003+08:00

I finally PASSED my driving test!!!

YAY!!!

Though I am very sure that I could/should have failed today. Alot of reasons. Shall not mention here. If you want to know, ask me personally! It's a "不能说的秘密"!!

Anyway I'm darn happy today.

No more wasting of money. No more wasting of time. No more BBDC. No more 'L' plate.

And most importantly...

Let's welcome a new driver on the road. =D

2008-08-05T20:16:00.003+08:00

*briiiingggggggggggggg!!*

School has started!

As expected, it wasn't easy to just blend in and make friends left and right. At least for my case la. Haha though that isn't the worst of my problems now.

I can't believe that all the freaking electives I want to take have no vacancies! Like wth. Now I'm only going to study 14AUs worth for this semester. Which means I will most likely die somewhere in my senior years.

Time to camp in front of the computer and pray and hope someone is kind enough to drop their course. =(

Oh and even though I'm quite embarrassed to mention....

I got lost in NTU. TWICE.

Oh gosh. And I thought that NTU is no biggie to navigate around. -_-

Big thanks to Shuhui for saving my life!

And I think that I'm a bad student. I ponned my first lecture during the break time and I'm going to pon my lecture tomorrow.

But that's with reason. Big day tomorrow! HOPE I pass my driving this time round. I heard that the third time is a charm eh?

*cross fingers and toes*

2008-07-31T23:34:00.002+08:00

OMG school is starting next week! OMGomgomgomg!

I really don't know what to expect, what to bring, what to prepare, where to go, what to do.

I really don't know anything!

And to be honest, I'm really unsettled by the fact that I am really alone. As in, I don't know who i can find to go to school together, to find lecture halls together, to have lunch together...

Lost.

Oh and my driving test next wednesday is really the least of my worries now. =(

2008-07-27T23:26:00.003+08:00

These 2 days are somewhat my most hectic days for a while. In the sense that I did quite alot of walking since a while ago.

Saturday went for a mini class gathering! Was somewhat a birthday celebration for me and yisian, though strictly speaking, it felt like a normal outing la. Haha. Went shopping and dessert before we cam-whored in the carpark. Then i rushed off for steamboat at shorty's place!

And I, being "kei kiang", led Shuhui to a super long walk before reaching her place. Haha. Had dinner and majong before going off. Was quite an enjoyable outing! =) Though i think that shorty was quite troubled by her sudden growth of wisdom. Awww...

Anyway, today I went out with jc and xj to PS to watch Batman: The Dark Knight!

A long, but quite enjoyable show in my opinion. It's somewhat like taking a roller coaster ride. Love the way that the climax kept coming in and in a way, never bore the audience. The show is rather dark and sadistic though, compared to marvel films like spiderman or iron man. But still, a great action packed show to watch!

And a point to note, you must really open your eyes and spot Edison Chen in the film! I totally missed his appearance. Since he only appeared for 3 seconds???

Oh well, after the movie we walked to Cathay for dinner, before going to town to loiter around. Heard alot of funny stories about their Taiwan trip. Haha really hope I have a chance to go there someday. Anybody want to accompany me?? Heh.

Ok timetable is finally out tomorrow! Really don't know what to expect and what to do. Feel so lost. Aaah hopefully everything will be in place when school starts! =)

2008-07-24T22:58:00.004+08:00

First of all, a big welcome back to dot xj and jc! =D

Hope u all had fun, including my share. Haha. Will be looking out for photos, stories and my gifts!!!!!!!! =p

Anyway, took notice of this singer recently. And found out that his songs are really good! Yay new songs to be sung in Kbox next time!

卢广仲 - 100种生活

2008-07-21T00:32:00.002+08:00

Haha I just received another ear piece today. So that makes 2. I have no idea how I am going to use them. But anyway, big thanks! =D

Just want to mention a little about my simple birthday celebrations.

Friday, went for a small primary school gathering+dinner at holland village. I just want to thank all those who came down, especially Edwin and Weizhe who were so freaking tired after their orientation camps which ended on that day itself. Also to Clarice, Vicky and Shuhui. And Carol for the present. Thanks! =)

Saturday was sort of the main celebration. A full day with the nh peeps. Kbox followed by dinner and then movie. What made me happy was that they really made an effort to follow my birthday theme as much as possible.

And when i announced for the theme to begin, their screams of defiance and helplessness was really priceless.

Hahaha okay I'm sadistic. But still, it's not always that I get to enjoy their individual performances at Kbox. =D

Though it was sort of cut short due to unexpected events. (Some Mr IntheRain event)

Oh well, I still want to thank each and every one of them for making the effort! =D Really really had fun that day. Hope you all did too! Haha.

Sunday was a small outing with the ns peeps. With xx dt and edwin. Great great food at Clark Quay. Thanks for the day as well! =)

Okay that's all I guess. On a side note, Mr dot seems to be quite free in Taiwan. Haha are you all having fun? Please take more pictures and leave a gap for me. Lol!

2008-07-16T22:27:00.006+08:00

My birthday wishlist!

Because it is so last minute, I know that there isn't time to buy. So I won't mind late gifts. Better late than never right? Hahaha.

1) A watch!

2) Bag!

3) Guitar! I'm serious! Been wanting that for quite a long time already. And my brother is very eager to learn it too.

4) Some accessories maybe?

And if you all are feeling rich, consider these!

5) A psp. It's a very good companion when you are alone and bored.

6) A keyboard. Not the one we msn with. Haha. A piano keyboard. But it's freaking expensive. I think a good one cost around 1k+.

7) A digital camera. So that i can snap anything i like. Hahaha.

Ok that should be all. Sorry for all the inconveniences i caused and will be causing. Forgive me ok? =D

2008-07-15T23:34:00.003+08:00

My birthday wishlist will be out soon! Since all preparations are almost done. =)

Thanks to all who are going to celebrate for me~~ Hahaha.

2008-07-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

My very last thanking list. Which contains the most important people of all.

Yep my family & relatives. For all the worries they had. And still are having. Haha. Don't want to be mushy here. But really, grateful. =)

Anyway, went for Shuyi's 21st yesterday. Met up with quite some people that I have not seen for quite a while. But what's funny is that her actual birthday is later than mine. And I still do not have a solid idea of how to celebrate my birthday.

I never knew that celebrating my own birthday could be so stressful. Haha. Things like venue, time, things to do, who to call.... I'm going crazy just thinking about these basic stuffs. And now it's like so last minute. Argh.

Sometimes I wish that I never had this stupid pneumothorax. Then I can go Taiwan. Then I could have taken my driving test and maybe passed. Then I could have been happier and have much more freedom.

When I was in the hospital, late at night, these thoughts will just come rushing out even if I don't want to think about it.

The feeling of being so useless, so angry, and so weak.

And trust me, it's not so easy to tell yourself not to give up and cheer up and all.

Oh well, what's past cannot be changed.

Ok no more sad thoughts! Rah!!

2008-07-10T22:56:00.005+08:00

As promised.

To all my pig and dog friends who showed their concern to me in whatever ways,

THANK YOU!

I have to admit, I was quite surprised at the number of people who knew about what happened to me. As in, the speed at which information travels around.

But anyway, since it is ever so boring at the hospital, you cannot imagine how much I love to see people I know turning up in front of me and bringing me "live" entertainment. Haha.

Just want to thank the following!

My JC classmates!
Thanks for the messages, coming down to pay me a visit and buying me so many gifts!
Special thanks to "handsome"(according to my mum) xj for informing the class and organising a S76 gathering at the hospital. Hahaha.

Xiaopei and Isabelle!
Thanks for coming so out of the way to pay me a visit though you 2 live in the other part of Singapore. Especially to pei~er since I know how busy you are. Thanks! =)

Army mates!
Thanks to xx and chinaguy for coming down to pay me a visit. And to dt who wants to rush down even though it's getting late. And maybe to uncle jianhui for a message. Haha.
And also to Nich yu and whoever wanted to come but couldn't because I got discharged already. Oh and I can't go to mambo anymore. =(

Vicky Ng!
Don't think she know about my blog but really want to thank her! For coming down to visit me every single day after she knows that I am hospitalised. And for giving me reassurance every time when I ask her about my condition. Haha it's so good to know someone in medicine eh? =p

And most importantly,

Yes you all. The Nanhua Peeps! You know who you are. =)

There will be no special mention as each and every one of you are special to me. Grateful for all the hospital visits. And also the house visit to see how I am getting along. Sometimes i really wonder if I studied in nanhua sec before. Because I seem to have know you all for so long already. =)

Last but not least, to all that messaged, tagged, and cared, thank youssssssss! =D

2008-07-08T22:39:00.003+08:00

I'm being fed like a pig recently. And yet i can't work out. =/

Anyway, sorry to my faithful readers but all my recent posts will be about my hospitalisation encounters and experience and such.

Trust me, I would rather blog about something else. But there isn't much something else in my life right now. I'm somewhat grounded until i get well enough. Which is more or less never if you see it from my parents point of view.

Oh well. Just want to mention about the angels in the hospital. Cause if i don't, i seem to be doing them injustice.

The angels, aka the nurses/missy, are the ones who wakes me up, irritate me with their beeping blood pressure machine, and ask me about embarrassing questions(whether i shitted, want to urine etc etc).

Yes they are evil angels. Haha. But really, 1 thing i must say is their passion/tolerance for their job. It is seriously, seriously not easy. And it is so noble a job that i think they should be put on the altar and worshiped to.

Oh and did i mention that quite a few are young too?

Haha but that's beside the point. Point is, I'm really grateful to them! For whatever help they rendered and for whatever smile they gave. =)

Okay to my super nice, kind, compassionate, caring friends, i guess the next post will be about you all. Hahaha.

2008-07-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

Time to blog!

For the benefit of those who did not really know what exactly happened to me, I had an operation and was hospitalised for a total of 8 days.

Yep it's a case of Pneumothorax.

In simple terms, it means that air from my lungs happened to leak out causing my lungs to collapse.

For my case, it is spontaneous pneumothorax. Which means that it happened for no reason, with no medical history and no trauma or impact to me.

In other words, I'm just plain unlucky.

The super sad and unlucky thing is that it happened to me during this super important and events packed month.

Had to miss Zhizhong's birthday party, my driving test and most importantly, my Taiwan trip.

What the heck.

And because of this, I can't join in any of the orientation camps even if i want to. For the time being, as my lungs are still weak, I can't do any intensive activities(which includes running).

Oh and that is not all.

I will have to schedule for another operation as soon as possible. This is to more or less prevent me from having a relapse some time in the future.

Yes after the operation will be a week of "holiday" in the hospital again.

Super sad. But all I wish for now is at least a peaceful and healthy 21st birthday.

Though now there is no plan whatsoever yet. All my initial plans have been ruined. Now I'm really lazy to plan again.

Leave it to fate ba.

2008-07-05T12:17:00.001+08:00

I'm back!

And hopefully healthy.

Thanks all once again! =D

2008-06-25T22:41:00.003+08:00

Strangely, I have been having this chest discomfort/pressure since this afternoon. Hope it's nothing serious though.

Anyway, mong and abby are back from taiwan with lots of pictures. Glad they had fun! Taiwan is like the super popular place to go recently. Just today alone, my brother and jingchun flew off to Taiwan.

Nothing else to blog already. Been catching this series recently.

命中注定我愛你

A very very very nice drama. No wonder it is one of the most watched Taiwan drama now.

And to think that I almost cried during one of the parts.

Haha okay that's all.

2008-06-23T00:20:00.002+08:00

Just had a busy tiring but fun weekend!

2 birthday parties in 2 days. Weizhe's one at a super ulu-nated place at Sembawang, followed by Carol's one at Aranda today. Happy 21st to both!

Having a serious dilemma now. Can anyone please tell me what to do?

Here's the problem:

Nanyang Business School Freshman Orientation Camp is from 14th July till 18th July. I seriously don't know if I want to go for it. Reason is of course, my long awaited Taiwan trip.

Trip is from 19th July till 24th July. So if i go for the FOC, I will surely not have enough rest and thus, may fall sick or may be too tired to even enjoy my trip.

Not to mention that this trip has been planned and paid quite a while ago. If I go to Taiwan and don't have the energy to enjoy myself, it's a serious waste as the chances of me going back is slim.

But if I don't go for this camp, there are no other camps I can attend. All the camps clashes with my Taiwan trip. =(

Guess we set the wrong date for the trip. If only we flew off in June instead of July.

Aaaa how how how..??

2008-06-20T23:48:00.004+08:00

Just caught the movie "The Incredible Hulk" with dot jc xj and chok!

A very action packed movie from my point of view. Though some scenes may be boring or quite rubbish(eg: email and cave), but on the whole, it was rather enjoyable nonetheless.

A must catch for comic fans! Also, it paves the way for a sequel to this movie. Think it's called the Avengers or something. Which includes Iron Man. Wooo~

Anyway, TXJ is such a stalker. I am quite worried of what he may do next. So to Mr TXJ and Mr Dot and any other stalkers who plans to do something drastic,

I assure all of you that I WILL tell you all soon.

Can????

2008-06-19T22:47:00.004+08:00

Actually I wanted to post a photo that I saw on Facebook regarding my friend and his girlfriend.

I have to admit, it is the most romantic, heartwarming, beautiful photo I have ever seen yet. It just seems to be taken right out of a fairytale story.

I really don't know how to describe it. A picture says a thousand words.

But as much as I wish, it isn't right to just copy and paste the photo. I will try to get his permission I hope.

Hmm maybe I'm a little bit emo since I just finished watching the series, 轉角*遇到愛.

There are some parts of the show that are just so touching and romantic. It's one of the nicer 偶像剧 i have watched.

Okay time for sleep.

2008-06-17T09:49:00.003+08:00

I am sacked!!

Yes im serious. Tomorrow will be my last day at work.

Though the reason is that they have a budget constrain and can't really afford this number of temps. So, this week will be my last week at work. And yeongtay's last week too.

Strangely, I kind of expected it sooner or later. I mean, if I'm the boss, there's no reason to employ so many people just to see them watching shows, surfing the net and having long lunch breaks.

Though the last point only refers to me. Haha.

Anyway, I don't know if I will be looking out for other temp jobs. Like 2 weeks kind. I shall see how, since I guess I will be too lazy.

What's saddening is that, I couldn't say a formal goodbye to mong and abby. By the time they happily come back from Taiwan, they will find me gone. *poof*

LHJC will be disbanded officially as of 180608. =(

2008-06-16T10:15:00.003+08:00

Abby and mong is off to Taiwan. Hope they enjoy themselves to the fullest! And in the meantime, scout out the places of interest for my own trip next month. Haha.

Work will be boring without them around. Though i think it will be 109394729456287 years before i get to see them again.

No more honeydew milk tea for me. =(

Anyway, I just confirmed my last day of work with my supervisor. 11th July will be my last day.

Which isn't so far away. Only about a month's time.

Time is really passing by so fast.

Sian. My driving test is arriving again. 1st of July.

Really losing confidence in myself.

I'm so random. =/

2008-06-13T21:32:00.004+08:00

Watching this series recently!

翻滚吧！蛋炒饭

Yes I admit that I love this kind of idol show. But so what? Haha.

Anyway, I'm kind of addicted to this song heard in this series.

卓文萱 - 瘋了瘋了

Enjoy~ =)

2008-06-12T09:36:00.002+08:00

Lately I've been running out of things to blog.

Yes, granted that I have been going out/working these past few days and there are indeed various things worth to mention.

But still, I don't really know how to go about blogging about them and at the same time, not bore those faithful readers that are still reading my blog.

That explains the temporary absence I guess.

Anyway, just maybe want to mention about something.

I think I'm getting out of hand. As in work wise, I am slowly developing the "heck-care" mindset.

So much so that on Tuesday, me and abby kind of got scolded when we went for our 1hr 27min lunch.

Though nobody said anything to me. And although it's all because of us taking the wrong bus. But still, I admit that it was wrong of us la.

Oh well, at the very least, it was not as bad as the 2hr+ lunch I had with veggie and daryl before. Hahaha.

Shit, I think I'm going to be sacked soon. =/

2008-06-06T22:25:00.004+08:00

My 2nd foodie outing today! Went out with my fellow foodies(daryl and veggie) to golden mile hawker centre.

Walked quite a long distance with an empty stomach before reaching there. Was freaking hungry but it was worth the walk! Ate quite a lot today that I think i almost burst my stomach.

3 of us had: char kuay teow, lor mee, teriyaki salmon set, Thai glass noodle, sugarcane drinks and belgium waffles.

And we bought 2 muffins home each. And we walked all the way to Suntec for desserts(yes MORE desserts) at Secret Recipe.

The 3 of us!

Anyway, my poor little stalked ones are being rostered as well.

So, anyone wanna consider joining the LHJC? (Let's Hate *** Club)

Haha. I'm evil. But who tell them to roster us?

Rahh!!

2008-06-04T09:26:00.002+08:00

I don't know how to describe this feeling.

I just counted my pay for the month of May, and it turns out to be quite a substantial amount.

But the problem is, this very amount is going to be used for my Taiwan trip. ALL of it.

Walao. ALL my pay for April went into paying for the air ticket. ALL my pay for May is going into the expenses and hotel fee.

So in the end, I'm still eating into my base amount in my bank. Which is depleting rapidly.

Work so hard. Earn like never earn. Sian.

And with June tentatively being my only month of work left, and with the roster coming up, I don't think that i will earn anything in the end.

Aiyo I think I need to find myself a freaking rich woman to sell myself to already. Any takers? =(

2008-06-03T10:25:00.002+08:00

Random thoughts!

You know sometimes when you go to the zoo, you might be attracted by a very cute, cuddly, little animal.

And you will naturally want to play with it, maybe make a few ugly faces, feed it with whatever you are holding, and if possible, hold it in your arms and cuddle it.

But if the animal is uninterested, doesn't know your exact intention or just don't give a damn, it might not react or shower you with love as you did with it.

With you being you, and the animal being the animal, the feelings might never be mutual.

Oh well, there are exceptions to everything though.

Anyway don't ask me what I'm thinking. Cause i have no idea as well.

This post is crap.

2008-06-02T16:12:00.002+08:00

Love this performance by Yoga! =D

林宥嘉 - 我要我們在一起

Oh man i feel like going K-box now. Aaah the evil temptations. Shoo~

2008-06-02T15:53:00.002+08:00

Loving this song at the moment! =)

伍家辉 - 虽然我愿意

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

2008-06-02T11:30:00.003+08:00

Watched Narnia yesterday with Shuyi, the short one and chieuhooi. Was a quite okay show in my opinion. Not really my taste, but enjoyable nontheless.

Like i told the other stalked one, it is very much like a children's show(her show). Fighting scenes wasn't quite up to the mark of LOTR series.

And to further prove my point, the short one went roaring and finding a door to go into so that she can appear in Narnia.

Tsk tsk.

Anyway, I think that the hype of the GSS is seriously getting into me. Even though I'm darn super freaking broke. Never have i seen myself in this "no money to spend so I don't go out" state.

Walao. And when I think of the coming roster, being stuck at home all day doesn't seem like a good choice too.

How how how...??

2008-05-28T14:10:00.005+08:00

Went for Meishan's 21st bday celebration last sunday at settlers. Had loads of fun surprising, playing, shouting and screaming. Pictures are up on Facebook! Hope she enjoyed herself. =D

Anyway, I feel so overworked and underpaid sometimes. Battling a sickness that just doesn't seem to be going away anytime soon, I returned to work and faced hordes of customers.

At the same time, the freezing cold and rainy weather tops the chart for making my sickness worse.

But there is this additional thing that really owns all. That makes all of the above seems like midget little ants.

Buying bubble tea.

Yes your eyes are working. Buying bubble tea for my dear little stalked friends.

Imagine 2 sickly guys chionging the heavy thunderstorm and flooding roads. Just for the bubble teas.

It was an event that could have been written down in the pages of history. We slipped, we fell and we bled. We cried, we ran and we were drenched from head to toes. But still we clenched the bubble teas close to our hearts and never let go.

Oh, how great a man can be.

P.s: The above story is quite exagerrated.
P.p.s: To my dear little stalked friends, be greatful hor.

2008-05-26T14:20:00.005+08:00

I'M SICK!

No, not that kind of mentally sick. But seriously sick. Flu, cough and i think fever is joining in the fun soon.

Oh my, what a party this is going to be.

Aiyo it isn't fun getting sick. Especially when I'm working today. Imagine me coughing and sneezing in the customers face. Haha I just hope that i won't get a complain. =p

But honestly speaking, I think i should just get some award for best employee if there is.

At the very least, I don't scold customers "stupid bitch" and I don't sleep during work even if I'm freaking tired.

Oh well.... *shrugs*

2008-05-23T14:26:00.003+08:00

Yes just like what all my little stalked friends said.

I CAN'T EVEN TEACH TUTION!!!

Argh the parent only wants female. Walao. Super super unfair.

Getting partially unemployed, unsuccessful at getting employed in tutioning. What else is there to come?

To think that I'm still feeling happy because I ate ice-cream.

Okay that's beside the point.

Anyway, I just want to emphasise again...

I AM NOT A STALKER LA.

Rawr!

2008-05-23T09:12:00.002+08:00

Wa lao I'm super fed up and angry early in the morning!!!

ARgh allow me to grumble please.

My stupid employer contracted us till end of June when we first started work. Yet they are rostering us so that we only work 2 weeks a month.

So now that I'm earning lesser, I'm already very buay song. I need the money to go Taiwan. Desperately.

And yesterday I heard that 1 of my call centre colleague will be going on a trip for 2 weeks. Another 1 of my colleague has quitted her job. So i went to speak with my supervisor to see if we can substitute them during our off days.

He insisted that we have more than enough workers. And that if in case 1 of them fall sick or did not turn up, we will be activated.

I mean like, are we dogs? Tell us to work, we work. Tell us not to work, we don't work.

If he knew beforehand that we have enough workers, why the hell did he employ so much more?

Worse is, I still had to force a smile when i talk to him. ARGHH!

No choice already. Will be taking up the tution job.

2008-05-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

Aiyo what's happening to me.

Think and think and think. White hair getting more and more. Yet i kept thinking about nonsensical stuffs.

=(

2008-05-21T15:58:00.002+08:00

My colleague, abigail is offering me a tution job. Pri 6 kid, english math and science.

I really don't know if i should take up the job. On one hand, i would love the extra cash since I'm quite broke recently.

But on the other, i have absolutely no idea on how to teach. Pri 6 is PSLE year. Cannot play play.

Haha but the main reason is because i have no confidence in myself. And im lazy to commit myself to teaching since it will not be a 1 week/month event.

That is IF they let me carry on teaching.

Oh well, this is me. The lazy, irresponsible, cowardly me.

Aiyo how i wish that money falls from the sky. =(

2008-05-20T10:10:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that 1 of my colleague called me a stalker!

Just kill me. Argh.

2008-05-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

I've got alot to blog about. So please be prepared! =p

Firstly, Taiwan trip is confirmed. Air tix and hotel rooms are all booked. Will be flying from 19th July till 24th July. Really looking forward to it!!

Also, I went to cut my hair. I shall not say how much i spent. It's not cheap. And i don't really love the hairstyle i have now. Quite messy and boyish at the same time. Oh well. I guess it's still better than my previous one anyway. Heh.

And I went to play badminton 2day! After ages, decades, centuries, eons of not working out, I finally moved my lazy a** and opened the sweat gates. Haha. Had fun playing with daryl, veggie, weiling and yeongtay. =)

But i bet i will have muscle ache tomorrow morning.

Old already lo. Run and jump abit already cannot take it le. Haha!

2008-05-15T13:22:00.002+08:00

I'm sad. =(

Few reasons as to why I'm sad today.

1) Veggie's last day today at work. No more laughing and making fun of her eating and speaking.

2) I will not be working a full 5 day starting from next next week onwards. Will be taking shifts, which means working 3 days rest 2 days type.

3) This also means that i will earn lesser, and thus, in order to go Taiwan in July, i'll have to save up.

4) Which also means lesser outings, lesser good food, and lesser shopping trips.

5) AND WORSE, Great Singapore Sales is starting from next week.

You tell me, how can i not be sad??? =(

2008-05-14T14:27:00.002+08:00

Hmm i wanted to blog about a 'foodie' outing with veggie and daryl yesterday. But there's no picture so it seems abit bland.

Oh well, just want to mention that the Thai food at Shaw house is really worth a try! Not too expensive, only about $5 per plate for glass noodle, without GST and service charge.

I forgot the name of the shop though. Anyway, it's in Shaw house, near Tom's Palette, the homemade ice cream shop.

Speaking of which, Tom's Palette is also another shop that i was quite pleased in. Service was excellent. We tried numerous flavours in the shop before deciding on what to eat in the end. The flavours taste really original, maybe because it is homemade.

Haha okay guess i should stop. If not some vegetables will call me pig again.

Looking forward to more foodie outings next time! =D